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Without a Heart by 8eight
Yes, I do listen to non-Japanese music.
I'm in an awful mood. A murderous mood to be exact. An infantile squirt made my day awful. It started alright. I had a 1.5 hour driving lesson that was not a disaster, and I had dessert during lunch so I sort of inflated my happiness so that I had more buffer against the nonsense my group cpould throw at me. Next time, I'd need a DOME meal beforehand instead. It was HORRIBLE. Contrary to popular belief, I do not dig boys who espouse vulgarities with every breathe of air they exhale. Neither do I appreciate being told that my death will be something 'everyone' will celebrate. It is downright rude, and this flippant comment has just sent you into my Black List. Should I be given the chance, I promise to make you suffer. As for now, a curse will suffice. May you never achieve the pinnacle of the happiness that was meant to be yours. You will always fall short by that one measely and important inch. What you want will always be within reach, but you will never be able to attain it. Like the man under the apple tree and soaked in water. The apple will be always that one inch away from your lips, and the water one inch away no matter how u bend down. Impossible for you.
Vicious aren't I?
I'm scared. Afriad that I'd fail. I think I've mentioned this here before. Its a terrible feeling, depression is. I know I'm not the only one, which isn't something worth rejoicing about. I do not want my friends to suffer too...
School is killing me. I think its the Week 6-7 syndrome. Where all your work is due. And presentations are to be made. Like trying to make sure you don;t go for your recess week without a fight. Man, the school is mean and vindictive. Why am I not surprised? So yes. I should not be blogging right now. I still have an essay to be completed, but... Yeah. I've run out of nonsense to say about social networking. Don't we all. Sigh.
"見た目から入る恋なんて 夏風邪の次に性質が悪い 散々な前の一件で もう十分懲りたんじゃなかった？”
Sunday, 27 September 2009
Friday, 25 September 2009
Stink
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BGS Lecture by Prof
Yes, I'm in class. I am paying attention. Its sort of like common sense in its real life terms. I mean, most people would know of all these if they paid attention to the news. If they read more. If they had parents like mine. HAHA. So don't judge me.
Not a positive start to my first post in about a month. Lets jus give you the summary. School stinks.
Its boring. And tiring. Slogging your guts out with no visible end in mind. Presentations equal loads of time wasted as people arrive late and don't bother to do their share of the work. Assignments are rushed out at 2am in the morning. Not because I have too much rest nor because I really like being up awake at unearthly hours of the day. Heck, I would sleep my life away if I could! Rather, its as I have absolutly no time to complete my work within the designated hours of normal working hours, such as 8am to 10pm. I can almost understand why some choose to plagarise. The work you do seems to have no value-adding qualities, yet you have to do it. Why do we bother? Grades. Ahhh, working towards the long term goal of a good life eh... So we kill our dreams, our sense of self, reduce our values to mere trifles... HAHA. Is this what the education is supposed to be? Teaching us how to become cogs in the wheel of industry. WOW. I sound like some maniacal reformist.
Went for Noah shoot on Monday. It was a semi disaster. The weather was awfully warm, partially because we started late, and the whole noob fiasco occurred as well. Of course there were some who did well. It was sooo obvious from the camera who the focus was. Definitely not some of us. Rather insulting, though I cannot really blame the photographers. I've been taking Queenie for granted. There was a lack of engagement and connection, like they had no real focus and was just snapping away. I know photography is a hobby, but maybe... Just maybe, you could give me more attention? Concentrate more? Cosplay is a hobby, and I put in way more effort than you dear. You dont need to dress up, nor act, nor direct nor recce the location... So you'd bloody well give me a hundred percent. I know we started late. I know the weather was bad. I know we mightnt have met your wonderfully high expectations. But I think we deserve the effort. Its called respect. You commited, so give me what you promised.
The next week is going to be a mess of deadlines. Miss 'em and I'm dead, so I dont think I'd be available much. My sincere apologies. I know I owe you guys more time. Wait. I think you guys owe me your time! Can you and you tell me where and when you want to meet? You know who you are. I expect a call/sms within the the next two weeks. Its after your exams. You have time. You'd better keep your word. I want strawberry ice cream! Famous Amos cookies would be awesome! Yeah. I'm always hungry. Live with it.
Oh an advertisement! Anyone wants to be my Count D/ Phantom Knight? Count D from Petshop of Horrors and Phantom Kinght form Witch Hunter, both available on Mangafox. Pretty please? I think the teams are going to be fabulous.^^
"Tear everything apart. Lets start everything again, and hope we shant make the same mistakes."
BGS Lecture by Prof
Yes, I'm in class. I am paying attention. Its sort of like common sense in its real life terms. I mean, most people would know of all these if they paid attention to the news. If they read more. If they had parents like mine. HAHA. So don't judge me.
Not a positive start to my first post in about a month. Lets jus give you the summary. School stinks.
Its boring. And tiring. Slogging your guts out with no visible end in mind. Presentations equal loads of time wasted as people arrive late and don't bother to do their share of the work. Assignments are rushed out at 2am in the morning. Not because I have too much rest nor because I really like being up awake at unearthly hours of the day. Heck, I would sleep my life away if I could! Rather, its as I have absolutly no time to complete my work within the designated hours of normal working hours, such as 8am to 10pm. I can almost understand why some choose to plagarise. The work you do seems to have no value-adding qualities, yet you have to do it. Why do we bother? Grades. Ahhh, working towards the long term goal of a good life eh... So we kill our dreams, our sense of self, reduce our values to mere trifles... HAHA. Is this what the education is supposed to be? Teaching us how to become cogs in the wheel of industry. WOW. I sound like some maniacal reformist.
Went for Noah shoot on Monday. It was a semi disaster. The weather was awfully warm, partially because we started late, and the whole noob fiasco occurred as well. Of course there were some who did well. It was sooo obvious from the camera who the focus was. Definitely not some of us. Rather insulting, though I cannot really blame the photographers. I've been taking Queenie for granted. There was a lack of engagement and connection, like they had no real focus and was just snapping away. I know photography is a hobby, but maybe... Just maybe, you could give me more attention? Concentrate more? Cosplay is a hobby, and I put in way more effort than you dear. You dont need to dress up, nor act, nor direct nor recce the location... So you'd bloody well give me a hundred percent. I know we started late. I know the weather was bad. I know we mightnt have met your wonderfully high expectations. But I think we deserve the effort. Its called respect. You commited, so give me what you promised.
The next week is going to be a mess of deadlines. Miss 'em and I'm dead, so I dont think I'd be available much. My sincere apologies. I know I owe you guys more time. Wait. I think you guys owe me your time! Can you and you tell me where and when you want to meet? You know who you are. I expect a call/sms within the the next two weeks. Its after your exams. You have time. You'd better keep your word. I want strawberry ice cream! Famous Amos cookies would be awesome! Yeah. I'm always hungry. Live with it.
Oh an advertisement! Anyone wants to be my Count D/ Phantom Knight? Count D from Petshop of Horrors and Phantom Kinght form Witch Hunter, both available on Mangafox. Pretty please? I think the teams are going to be fabulous.^^
"Tear everything apart. Lets start everything again, and hope we shant make the same mistakes."
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