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Aristal (the dance concert my school has), had just ended. And immediately after I fell ill for 2 whole days. My mother claims that its due to late night bathing and the little sleep I had, and I can't help but agree that the primary reason is from exhaustion. Its strange, during the training you really want to go home and complete your assignments, yet when you have the time, all you want to do is anything but study. Irony and situational paradox. I have no idea what dancers do after both the SYF and concerts. I mean in tennis you have to keep training amd PT as you HAVE to keep in shape, besides the tournament is in July/August, so after the competition, you only train for another month or so beforethe EYE hit you and you study... Forget it, I guess I'll just mug this June holidays away.

I was talking to Hualin and Tianruo the other day, and chanced upon part of the reason why I'm flunking. I'm not mugging hard enough. My seniors and peers would most probably stare at me in wonderment as I totally look and behave like a mugger, but the truth is, those in Meridian, Victoria and Hwa Chong ALL mug WAY more than I. And the group of friends I have are not the exceptionally mugger type. Honest. Compared to them, I'm slacking my butt off. I seriously think that passing my Common Test when school reopens is going to be difficult. My Math sucks, and has been terrible since Secondary 2, I have no background in Physical Geography to rely on to help me ace my Common Test, I have absolutely no idea what are the literary terms required as my secondary school did not cover it, I write WAAYYY too slowly to EVER complete my Econs essay... the list goes on. I think I'm doomed. Oh yeah. Just received my General Paper essay from my teacher. 25 upon 50. Wow. I passed. Pop the champagne. Whatever.



Kazu-chan's photo. He can sing. He can dance. He looks good. I think drooling is the only reaction I have to him. Sighx. Life is sooo unfair. Ok. I admit his voice is only about half of JunJun's ability, but he is easily 10 times hotter. I mean, I'd rather listen to JunJun anytime, anyday over Kazu-chan (SORRY!), but I would prefer to watch Kazu-chan's MV anytime and anyday over JunJun, thats provided he actually has an MV in the first place. As in the only song of JunJun I would WILLINGLY skip is Wild Soul. This is out of the some 50 songs I have. In Kazu-chan's case, I confess that I only listen to 4 or 5 out of his Face album. I'm a really picky listener, and I get bored really quickly with one type of voice, so Kazu-chan is actually above-average, but nowhere near JunJun in voice quality. I mean, who is? JunJun can do this amazing range of voices, from the sexy baritone he's famous for as a seiyuu, to the melodious, angelic... Ahh. Omg. He is damn good. I won't get tired of his voice, like ever. and there seems to be a song for every mood, emotion, time period, situation... Ahh. I can't think too well in the presence of his voice. If I mixed Kazu-chan's face with JunJun's voice... if such a person existed, I'll most probably pursue them to the bowels of the earth. Serious. I think God is fair. And unfair. For not creating such a person. Oops. Just realised that there is such a person. KEIGO ATOBE! KYAAAH!

Uh-oh. My concious is pricking me. What happened to Okiayuu?! Dear me. It seems like he has been banished to Lala-land. My bad. *grins*. Kaen's half-brother seems to have mysteriously diappeared from my blog. Not that he has disappeared from my mind. Oh no. He is very much alive in my imagination alright. *bwahaha*. Fanfict Time!