Instability

After a month long hiatus (well, its almost a month...) I'm back. Temporarily. Haha. You know how the worst things all occur at the same time? Well, for me, whenever I'm expected to study, my Mid Year Exam is some... 2 days away... I happen to have the weirdest cravings. Currently reading a manhwa, Model by Lee So Young, blogging (duh) and wanting to scream. Yup. In that order. Life sucks when you have limited time, I'm suppose to be studying for Economics, but its clear that I have given up. I mean, I know I'm going to fail. After all, I have studied for only, what? One day? Its not even a full day as I've been frolicking around for the past 2 hours. Precious, precious time when you have yet to even complete the first round of revision. I am so totally screwed. I should have stayed in school. Or gone out. Anywhere without the computer. Now only on the essay outlines of my essays. I still have to study the lecture notes and write out one of the essays. Wow. I must be blessed if I even get an S grade this time around. Byebye to any dream of improvement. Macroeconomics is SUPPOSED to be EASIER. Looks like I'm either too stupid or too lazy to be able to do well.



Watching the online videos of Laraku's 2008 World Tour. OMG. Hyde and Tetsu speaking CHINESE!!!! And French!!! Oh boy. Its soooo kawaiii to see Hyde and Tetsu doing synchronised HOPPING!!! The best part was Hyde blowing a gazillion kisses at the audience, sticking out his tongue at the camera... ANNNND.... Tetsu throwing the audience his banana!!!! Does he even know the hundred and one conotations?! OH... What I would do to go Seoul or Hong Kong to catch the last two-fifths of their Asia tour... I think its quite obvious, from the number of capitalised words that I'm a lost cause. Oh. Here's the Devil May Cry 4 game trailer. Totally fitting. Imagine, Laraku + Tyki... Heaven. The theme song is Laraku's latest single, Drink It Down. The PV is here, as in, the original. Note how lucky the Caucasian girls in the PV are to cosy up to the band members. I can't help but be jealous. Oh well. Hyde's hair lokks like mine on a seriously goood hair day after I add tons of gel. Haha. Is it me or does Hyde looks hotter as he ages? Someone online commented that he looks more rugged as he ages. Sort of growing old gracefully, or in his situation, in a more manly way. After all, he started as a half-crossdressing singer in a visual kei band. I mean, go look at the old Blurry Eyes and Vivid Colours PVs. Hyde looked effeminate. Definitely. In interviews in the 90s, he looked gawky and geeky, yet, now... Hot siah. Oh boy!!! Tetsu has the same birthday as Kei-chan!!! My darling Atobe and Tetsu are both October 3rd Libra babies!!! Wow. What a wonderful world. Like I said earlier, my dad and Hyde, Yukihiro and I, my maternal grandmother, Eiji and Ken all share the same birthday. Now even Tetsu and Atobe! I love L'Arc~en~Ciel!!!



Next, I shall part of my grades, life, and heart to malice Mizer. yes, Iknow I'm really slow on the uptake. Gackt sounds heavenly. Serious. Just watched the old PVs. Dear me. Its soooo... amazing, the stuff people can think of with no predecessors. I have concluded that Mana is damn pretty, Gackt just needs to sit there to make me swoon, Klaha voice rocks, AND WHAT KIND OF BAND FEATURES A VIOLIN!!! Illuminati is *faints*, awfully twisted, Au Revoir is so sweet (it doesn't hurt that Gackt looks delicious and Mana's dress is absolutely pretty!), Baroque is nice.... Argh. Its official. I'm now a Malice Mizer fan!




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