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s[k]ape:goat by Deluhi


Just like how I am not perpetually pissed off, this world is not completely bleak either. To comfort the many people who have been wondering if I'm suddenly suicidal, the list below consisits of things that will keep me all nice and rooted to this no-longer-so-green planet.


1) Deluhi. SID. Vidoll. Gackt. hyde. VAMPS. L'Arc-en-ciel. Kato Kazuki. No matter how bad things are, I know I can rely on my iTunes playlist, my phone and the internet to provide me with relief in the form of music. Hybrid Truth. Vivid Place. Uso. dear tokyo. Cherry. NevaeH. Jesus. Another World. Drop of Colour. Shallow Sleep. Evanescent. Trouble. Stay Away. New World. instinctive love. Warning. What shall I do without all these pieces of music? I'd be dead ten times over. No music, no life is indeed a very apt description of how attached I am to my music. It doesnt hurt that they are often quite easy on the eyes. I like how the 'cutie' Leda is behind the fiercest growls in Deluhi's many songs. Mao looks like a little boy with those big big eyes of his. Vidoll looks ok as long as rame is hidden somewhere obscure. Gackt is always making headlines. hyde is aging and looking hotter than ever. VAMPS has really nice promotional stuff and photoshoots. I'm just WAITINg for the L'aruku 20th Anniversary World Tour. Kazuki's new hairstyle is LOVE. So there you go. My reason for existence. My love, my shrine... My music.

2) "I'm a gay of demonic charm." " Your established ideal is a boyfriend who is a little jealous." "Whats the difference between being stupid and being dumb?" KYAH! I have discovered that I really really like watching stuff online. Simply because I can laugh maniacally without being thrown out of the cinema and spooking all my friends. I mean, my family already knows how I Iaugh. Like an evil witch. Its natural. I never asked to laugh like a witch. I just do. This high pitched half-shriek guffaw sound that escapes from my throat. So online sites are the best. I can really enjoy myself.


3) Cosfest. EOY. Anime Festival Asia. ToyCon. Aoi. Lulubell. Whatever else I choose to do. My costumes have been paid for. Some have been collected. There is no way I will off myself. I mean, the sheer amount of effort! All down the drain! Into the sewage! Wasted! My time. Money. Blood. Sweat. Tears. NO WAY. I love cosplay. I love the attention. I love hanging out with like-minded individuals. I enjoy fan-girling. Discussing weapons and acessories. I like scrutinising other people's costumes. Thinking of ways to cut cost without compromising on accuracy. Acting out the character. Reading up more to understand how to better portray the character. Research is just plain, pure fun. It fits my personlity. A perfectionist on a budget, having to conform to a certian ideal, yet having to create something as well. A real challenge. I wonder if I should join the fashion industry...


4) You. Yes, you my dear. And you. And you, you and you. Yeah, I'm all for self love, but I love all of you too! So I shan't make my dearies upset for no reason. As if your life isn't tough enough. HAHA. What with tuition, universities, modules, trying to maintain a social life... i shall not add to the burden you already carry. I'm not so sadistic! Ok I amy seem like a sadist, but I'm definitely all for boosting the enjoyment factor in the lives of my dearies. I'm just like this because I'm dreadfully bored. Entertain me and I'll recharge faster than you can say "Don't be sad!" HAHA. I'll go anywere with you if you can keep me entertained. Its true. i'm serious. Although my reliance on external factors to keep upbeat is a tad bit worrying...


I'm bored of this post already. Too lazy to continue contributing to its length and content. The depth isnt anything to crow about either. Sigh. Like I said. I'm bored.





"Let it be known that those who seek happiness are deluding themselves. Life sucks. Big time."