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Tonight by BIG BANG

A bit annoyed at myself. This was a fabulous day until I realised that I had bought the wrong item for my aunt. Like, how can I be such an idiot?! So I will be heading to Osaka City, again, tomorrow morning to try and change the product for the right one. Hopefully they will be nice about it? Because I have yet to even open the packaging... Stupid me. I'm really super stupid. I will be wasting time and money to train all the way down to Osaka City once more. When I can be spending the day on more productive things like... I dunno, reading manga? HAHA. Nah, I should think of this as an excellent opportunity to go out and expose myself to more Japanese people... Will do my best to speak Japanee but somehow, I still give up after the 3rd sentence or so? Or if I see someone whom I know can speak English or Mandarin, I immediately switch over. Bad habit, and I shall work hard to change that.

Classes will start on monday, and I am kind of worried. I know I am really bad at expressing myself because I am too lazy to think hard. There is a difference between knowing and KNOWING your work. Evidently, I am not good enough to be able to meet the standards and expectations of the cohort. Nevertheless, I will continue to try? If I were to give up now, the next 40days would probably be hellish, so yeah. Let me try to remain positive.

Nothing much has happened these 2 days? Travelled a bit. Sat in classrooms... Life here is nowhere as exciting as what you might think. Even though I did go to the city, it was to do the amazing race thingy and not to go shopping. Is hall admit that I shopeed a little bit, but honestly? It was nothing at all. Just walked around for a bit and then headed back home because people said that they were tired. A bit of a spoilsport, and I know it is rather unreasonable for me to feel this was as I know I cannot expect everyone to have as much stamina as me? Sigh. I dunno. Going back to exchange stuff so hopefully, I'd be able to find something I like? I am not trying to buy something... More of trying to find something to catch my eye. In many ways, Osaka is way too much like Singapore...

Have not been sleeping much recently. Maybe its because i have been sleeping late. NAd maybe its because the stupid sun rises at 430am everyday and I cant sleep in because it is far too bright to continue to stay in bed. And I have rather... hermit-ish habits. I don;t like to be restricted by the schedules of other people, and I hate having to go out with people just because they ask it of me. Annoying to the maximum. The expectation... I just feel like crushing it all. And thus, I conclude that I may be a wee bit grouchy HAHA.

Cannot wait for my results to be released. I am beginning to get a bit impatient because I desperately want my GPA to increase. So many things that I keep inside and never say. Sigh. The things we give up on... And the weatherhere is really cool... I need to wrap up and take care...

"Over and over and over again, now and forever and once again..."