I'm kinda exhausted. Had a rather hectic-ly boring day. There's dance tomorrow - at RGPS as our school hall is unable to be used, so we have to report at 8.15am. Urgh. The school is so concerned about the 'facilities', that the administration is sacrificing the study environment of the students to get the performing arts theatre ready for 'our enjoyment'. What a load of nonsense. We all know its for showing off during College Day, so why bother? Making a good impression on the various big shots is important, but what about the students? Those at the back of the Hall can hardly see the screen due to the flat surface. There's a reason why lectures are held in elevated theatres. I'm totally disappointed. All these are after the mention of the mainstream students as 'late-developers' during mass assembly. Hello? In the 'outside world', late developers is an euphemism for people with learning disabilities, usually due to genetics. Its an open secret that we are 'second-class', but could they at least be more subtle? Its extremely irritating, considering the fact that in quite a few ways, we are no worse than the 'kids', rather, we are as good, if not better, due to our added exposure to the big bad world. Urgh.
Shall not bother. I love AWAKE. Really listened to it. Laraku is simply amazing. Now, if all music was like that, I'll be spoilt for choice. Really really spoilt for choice. Haha. Its soothing, erratic, new, vibrant... Wait, I'm like practically stringing words together. Lousy adjectives. Its insufficient to describe the plethora of emotions, sensations all engulfing me. As you can see, I'm mugging for SAT vocabulary, haha. I really want to attend their concert...
Why do I bother? I'm sick and tired of it. Its pointless, irritating, infuriating, and does not contribute to my sense of accomplishment, personal fulfilment... I'm not talking about the SATs. Nor JRock. Yup. Its not your fault, its just that sometimes, I get upset over things that should have ceased to matter. Looks like I've yet to emerge anew from the experience. Ok. This is becoming an extremely random paragraph. There's something wrong with iTunes in my computer. Error every time I try to play a song, which is driving me up the wall. how in the world am I suppose to listen to Hyde... *cries*. Oh well. CD player. Ah. I think I'm tired. This paragraph has practically zero cohesion. All the random, unconnected thoughts are just being inserted into the box. This is bad. Umm. Need to go to bed soon. Is being tired a recurring theme here? Cause for concern. Shall have to consider. Breakfast at Shunfu tomorrow. Towel has to be hanged to dry. I seriously need to log off. Ophelia is now playing in my head, the strains of Hyde's voice lulling, seducing me to sleep. Gosh.
Laughing my little head of in Lalaland...
"Up or down, it doesn't matter, what matters is that you actually MOVE."
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