Leave me alone.
I hate you.
There, I've said it.
So get lost.
I've had enough with your whimsical ways.
I'm not a pet. Nor a toy.
I HAPPEN to make decisions.
And decided to do this.
I hate you.
Yeah, I know what they all say.
Its true.
I loved you.
See the past tense asshole?
It means it was in the past.
Gone.
WHOOSH.
See ya.
I promise I'll be happy in my new life.
Without you.
I loved you.
So now.
I hate you.
The way I loved you more than anyone else.
I'll hate you more than anyone else too.
Yes.
I happen to be a Cusp Scorpio Saggi.
Blame it on karma darling.
Blame it on karma.
"We were never meant to be."
Monday, 27 July 2009
Friday, 24 July 2009
Hectic
Playlist
Just Dance by Lady Gaga
I've been running around a lot recently. So much so that I'm now unwell. Sore throat. Plus fever. I hope I get well soon. Else. Yeah. It would be tough to miss my driving test. I highly doubt that they had allow me to drive if I was sick. Wish me good health and plenty of luck.
Anyway, this post is an update to explain why I have not been online and updating my blog for the last week or so. Activities are below, and listed according to how recent they are. The most recent right at the top. So dearies, you be the judge of whether I've been a busy little freshie. The way the last one week has been, I'd say it feels like my days are severely numbered. I'm dog tired. Dead beat.
1) Hejin's send off at the airport was yesterday night. Or rather, this morning. Her flight was at 3am in the morning and her current brought us there and sent us home too. Viv and I went, along with the brother of her secondary school friend, and a 'colleague' from work. Her mother was trying to make her stay until the last minute, but you could tell she was more or less aware that her daughter was leaving. Had a bit of baggage problems, but it was resolved, albeit involving the embarrasing act of opening your luggage for the whole world to peek. No crying, bawling nor sniffles. Just hugs all around. I think we were all well aware that this is unlikely to be the last time we meet. After all, there are so many question marks about the future. Its a small world, and yet, its a big one too. I think I'll miss Hejin as time goes by. She's not someone you can just forget with time. I want her to be happy and to do well in NY.
2) FTB round 2 at OBS was fun. And also boring. Fun as my group was weird. Efficient during the activities, we worked with a single-minded aim to complete the task. But leave us alone to ourselves for more then a minute? Silence. We'll talk to one other person. Or two. And maybe make a comment here and there. Disappear to the toilet. Stone. Its not too much to say that my group was reticent. Groupmates. Definitely. Friends. Maybe. Good friends? With a few possible exceptions? Nuh-uh. Its ok. I think its too early to give a very accurate analysis. We knew each other only for a brief 3 days. Hardly enough tme to decide that we want to journey to the beach to watch the sunset together. Wait. We were at East Coast Park! HAHA. Anyway, I've done most of the activities before. Slight variations, but essentially the same. Slept in a tent. 5 girls in a 3 man tent. We were liked sardines, barely able to move without hitting the person next to us. The guys, 7 of them, were split into two tents. Our group with its strenght og 12 was larger than average. Techna. Phantos. There were students from a variety of the faculties, although most are in LKCSB. After all, Biz school is the largest in SMU. I'd like to say more about my group, but the thing is, everything seems like a distant dream. All blurry and unclear already. Either the fever is messing with my head, or it really was not that that memorable. I have a nagging suspicion that its the latter. Nevertheless, I had a good time. Was covered in paint, salt water, soap, flour, camo cream and dirt. Laughed, cheered, screamed, bruised myself and navigated flooding toilets. And thus concluded FTB.
3) Hejin's farewell party. I went and saw first hand the foundation of the Hejin that I know. Her mother. They are so similar. Like two forces of nature. I can almost see the superwoman Hejin will turn into. Its there. Her mother is awesomely intimidating. simply because she uses her position as a friend's parent to her full advantage. I cannot insult her. I must maintain tact. I need to withstand her not so subtle knife thrusts and humour. In short, you can only play defensive to her offensive. A shrewd business woman indeed. She has the upper hand as the host and parent of someone important to you, and she bloody well knows it. Oh. Something notable. Viv ate fries. Huifang was there to witness it. I have photographic evidence too!
4) Harry potter and the Half Blood Prince. Yes, I watched it 3 days after it was released. Right before I went over to Hejin's house too. Immediately after sleepover. Boring. Slow. 'Nuff siad. Though I wasted some 4 hours of my life.
5) Sleepover! At HL's place. We played Bridge. Tried to teach Kaen Bridge. She is LOUSY. Watched 'Lina grope her Donald duck's butt. TR was TR. Played with soft toys. Discussed the difference between gays, tranvetites and the other non-common man in the street. Bullied each other. Had cake for breakfast. The photos are on Facebook. We made a lot of noise and slept and unearthly hours. I had loads of fun! If there's one thing I learnt, its not to try and teach Kaen card games that require multiple brain cells. You end up frustrated, tired, and resisiting the urge to commit homicide. I'm serious. Just ask HL. patience is in short supply.
"Breakaway and fly free..."
Just Dance by Lady Gaga
I've been running around a lot recently. So much so that I'm now unwell. Sore throat. Plus fever. I hope I get well soon. Else. Yeah. It would be tough to miss my driving test. I highly doubt that they had allow me to drive if I was sick. Wish me good health and plenty of luck.
Anyway, this post is an update to explain why I have not been online and updating my blog for the last week or so. Activities are below, and listed according to how recent they are. The most recent right at the top. So dearies, you be the judge of whether I've been a busy little freshie. The way the last one week has been, I'd say it feels like my days are severely numbered. I'm dog tired. Dead beat.
1) Hejin's send off at the airport was yesterday night. Or rather, this morning. Her flight was at 3am in the morning and her current brought us there and sent us home too. Viv and I went, along with the brother of her secondary school friend, and a 'colleague' from work. Her mother was trying to make her stay until the last minute, but you could tell she was more or less aware that her daughter was leaving. Had a bit of baggage problems, but it was resolved, albeit involving the embarrasing act of opening your luggage for the whole world to peek. No crying, bawling nor sniffles. Just hugs all around. I think we were all well aware that this is unlikely to be the last time we meet. After all, there are so many question marks about the future. Its a small world, and yet, its a big one too. I think I'll miss Hejin as time goes by. She's not someone you can just forget with time. I want her to be happy and to do well in NY.
2) FTB round 2 at OBS was fun. And also boring. Fun as my group was weird. Efficient during the activities, we worked with a single-minded aim to complete the task. But leave us alone to ourselves for more then a minute? Silence. We'll talk to one other person. Or two. And maybe make a comment here and there. Disappear to the toilet. Stone. Its not too much to say that my group was reticent. Groupmates. Definitely. Friends. Maybe. Good friends? With a few possible exceptions? Nuh-uh. Its ok. I think its too early to give a very accurate analysis. We knew each other only for a brief 3 days. Hardly enough tme to decide that we want to journey to the beach to watch the sunset together. Wait. We were at East Coast Park! HAHA. Anyway, I've done most of the activities before. Slight variations, but essentially the same. Slept in a tent. 5 girls in a 3 man tent. We were liked sardines, barely able to move without hitting the person next to us. The guys, 7 of them, were split into two tents. Our group with its strenght og 12 was larger than average. Techna. Phantos. There were students from a variety of the faculties, although most are in LKCSB. After all, Biz school is the largest in SMU. I'd like to say more about my group, but the thing is, everything seems like a distant dream. All blurry and unclear already. Either the fever is messing with my head, or it really was not that that memorable. I have a nagging suspicion that its the latter. Nevertheless, I had a good time. Was covered in paint, salt water, soap, flour, camo cream and dirt. Laughed, cheered, screamed, bruised myself and navigated flooding toilets. And thus concluded FTB.
3) Hejin's farewell party. I went and saw first hand the foundation of the Hejin that I know. Her mother. They are so similar. Like two forces of nature. I can almost see the superwoman Hejin will turn into. Its there. Her mother is awesomely intimidating. simply because she uses her position as a friend's parent to her full advantage. I cannot insult her. I must maintain tact. I need to withstand her not so subtle knife thrusts and humour. In short, you can only play defensive to her offensive. A shrewd business woman indeed. She has the upper hand as the host and parent of someone important to you, and she bloody well knows it. Oh. Something notable. Viv ate fries. Huifang was there to witness it. I have photographic evidence too!
4) Harry potter and the Half Blood Prince. Yes, I watched it 3 days after it was released. Right before I went over to Hejin's house too. Immediately after sleepover. Boring. Slow. 'Nuff siad. Though I wasted some 4 hours of my life.
5) Sleepover! At HL's place. We played Bridge. Tried to teach Kaen Bridge. She is LOUSY. Watched 'Lina grope her Donald duck's butt. TR was TR. Played with soft toys. Discussed the difference between gays, tranvetites and the other non-common man in the street. Bullied each other. Had cake for breakfast. The photos are on Facebook. We made a lot of noise and slept and unearthly hours. I had loads of fun! If there's one thing I learnt, its not to try and teach Kaen card games that require multiple brain cells. You end up frustrated, tired, and resisiting the urge to commit homicide. I'm serious. Just ask HL. patience is in short supply.
"Breakaway and fly free..."
Thursday, 16 July 2009
Divide
Playlist
New Divide by Linkin Park
I was eating ice cream last night. Eating ice cream and thinking about the things I'd done, things I am about to do, things I should have done and most importantly, the things that I want to do. They say that dreams are stuff we think of when we are sleeping and are just dreams, and others say that dreams are the stuff that keeps our reality from being too grim. I was thinking about my dreams. Or rather, the rather troubling lack of them. I do not have a 'real' dream. Like there is something that I must do before I die. Maybe its a sign of a privileged upbringing. Maybe its a sign of just how depraved I am to not have the slightest inkling of what I want. The absence and presence of anything distinct in my future has no real effect on me. When people start talking about their future career path, about their dream home, ideal wedding, preferred boyfriend qualities... My response is devoid of desire. I really have no idea. Its not that I never thought of it. I certainly have. I've tried creating possible outcomes. I've tried through the process of elimination. Nothing crops up. Everything disappears. Maybe my ideal is too far removed from the normal sphere of thought. Maybe.
I kind of hate myself. Because I know I've hurt my friends. One prime example is a perfectly decent person, which is why I can consider her a friend. I feel guilty everytime I see her because of what I did and what I did not do. I was one of those who contributed to her suffering. I did not stand up for what I believed in. In short, I was an accomplice in the act of bullying. Yes. Ugly, disgusting practice that occurs even in a class of young adults. I stopped. But the very fact that I was part of it for a moment makes my skin crawl when I think about it. I'm not friends with her because I pity her. I'm friends with her becuase I realised that she's an interesting, caring and responsible person. Among other less tangible reasons. I hate myself for hurting someone I like. Yeah, I definitely like her. Which is why I bother to listen to her, reply SMSes and all the things that you do when you care for someone.
I am about to embark on a journey that will change me as a person. I will meet new people, old accquaintences that I thought I left behind, and old enemies that I want to leave behind. I will see things that I had rather not see, and I will learn things that I have always wanted to know. I will gain things, and inadvertedbly lose things along the way. I may become someone I would hate now. I may very well turn into a pillar of exemplary conduct. HAHA. In short, I will change. If you see signs of me turning into this fugly monster snarling and snapping away, I hope you will correct my habits. I cannot promise that I shan't swear and try to rip you to shreds, but for the benefit of mankind... I do hope you understand.
This is a short post because I am in no mood for lenghty self analysis. If I look too hard at myself and my life, I am bound to find an entire wall of scratches, dirt, grime and all sort of nasty stuff. Its like straing at your reflection in the mirror. After the novelty of self-awareness is over, you start noticing the pimples. The scars. Messy hair. Slight irregularities here and there. And then you see a monster staring back at you in the mirror. Unpleasant experience. Yes, you can say that I have poor self-esteem. My ego is my weakness and strength. I can only be hurt by the people who matter to me. I could not care less about what the general human population thinks of me, but if my friends or family was to say I look fat or ugly... I think my world would come crashing down. HAHA. So the entire fiasco with my family? Yeah, talk to me and you can start to see the numerous scars. yes, I was badly hurt. Dragged through an emotional mill. Barbed wires, bazookas, bombs. Torn apart and hastily put back together for my final exams. I'm not surprised my grades are a mess. And the people responsible for it blame me for being afffected. Bloody hypocrites. I shall not dwell on this. Else I'll probably never end this post. Lets just leave it at the admission that I have not been happy since the day it all began.
"Loving someone makes you weak, but those who are truly strong knows that it is not true weakness."
New Divide by Linkin Park
I was eating ice cream last night. Eating ice cream and thinking about the things I'd done, things I am about to do, things I should have done and most importantly, the things that I want to do. They say that dreams are stuff we think of when we are sleeping and are just dreams, and others say that dreams are the stuff that keeps our reality from being too grim. I was thinking about my dreams. Or rather, the rather troubling lack of them. I do not have a 'real' dream. Like there is something that I must do before I die. Maybe its a sign of a privileged upbringing. Maybe its a sign of just how depraved I am to not have the slightest inkling of what I want. The absence and presence of anything distinct in my future has no real effect on me. When people start talking about their future career path, about their dream home, ideal wedding, preferred boyfriend qualities... My response is devoid of desire. I really have no idea. Its not that I never thought of it. I certainly have. I've tried creating possible outcomes. I've tried through the process of elimination. Nothing crops up. Everything disappears. Maybe my ideal is too far removed from the normal sphere of thought. Maybe.
I kind of hate myself. Because I know I've hurt my friends. One prime example is a perfectly decent person, which is why I can consider her a friend. I feel guilty everytime I see her because of what I did and what I did not do. I was one of those who contributed to her suffering. I did not stand up for what I believed in. In short, I was an accomplice in the act of bullying. Yes. Ugly, disgusting practice that occurs even in a class of young adults. I stopped. But the very fact that I was part of it for a moment makes my skin crawl when I think about it. I'm not friends with her because I pity her. I'm friends with her becuase I realised that she's an interesting, caring and responsible person. Among other less tangible reasons. I hate myself for hurting someone I like. Yeah, I definitely like her. Which is why I bother to listen to her, reply SMSes and all the things that you do when you care for someone.
I am about to embark on a journey that will change me as a person. I will meet new people, old accquaintences that I thought I left behind, and old enemies that I want to leave behind. I will see things that I had rather not see, and I will learn things that I have always wanted to know. I will gain things, and inadvertedbly lose things along the way. I may become someone I would hate now. I may very well turn into a pillar of exemplary conduct. HAHA. In short, I will change. If you see signs of me turning into this fugly monster snarling and snapping away, I hope you will correct my habits. I cannot promise that I shan't swear and try to rip you to shreds, but for the benefit of mankind... I do hope you understand.
This is a short post because I am in no mood for lenghty self analysis. If I look too hard at myself and my life, I am bound to find an entire wall of scratches, dirt, grime and all sort of nasty stuff. Its like straing at your reflection in the mirror. After the novelty of self-awareness is over, you start noticing the pimples. The scars. Messy hair. Slight irregularities here and there. And then you see a monster staring back at you in the mirror. Unpleasant experience. Yes, you can say that I have poor self-esteem. My ego is my weakness and strength. I can only be hurt by the people who matter to me. I could not care less about what the general human population thinks of me, but if my friends or family was to say I look fat or ugly... I think my world would come crashing down. HAHA. So the entire fiasco with my family? Yeah, talk to me and you can start to see the numerous scars. yes, I was badly hurt. Dragged through an emotional mill. Barbed wires, bazookas, bombs. Torn apart and hastily put back together for my final exams. I'm not surprised my grades are a mess. And the people responsible for it blame me for being afffected. Bloody hypocrites. I shall not dwell on this. Else I'll probably never end this post. Lets just leave it at the admission that I have not been happy since the day it all began.
"Loving someone makes you weak, but those who are truly strong knows that it is not true weakness."
Sunday, 5 July 2009
Terrible
Playlist
妄想日記２ by シド
I think I'm a hypocrite. I give people advice I do not follow. I tell people to forget about that jerk. I tell people to go for what they desire. I tell people to do that which they love. I tell people I love cosplay. I'm lying to myself. There. I've gone and said it.
Why do I do this to myself? Its not that I don't mean what I say. Its just that I hardly practice what I preach. I tell myself to be stronger. That it doesn't matter. Its just a bit of suffering. A bit of pain. That I will benefit much more in the long run if I just do what needs to be done now. The tear-off-the-plaster-and-only-hurt-a-bit kind of thing. Instead, what do I do? I mope around. I don't do what needs to be done. I'm pulled along. I'm so envious of others. I'm so angry at myself. Anger is a form of self-punishment. Not that it seems to be doing any good. I'm still stuck at the same psychological stage I was a while back. I hate being mediocre. I hate being a wallflower. So why am I going in this sickening direction?
I now have Gackt's Faraway, Lost Angels and Flower singles. Pawing through シド's hikari. Its nice and jazz-rockish. Like I mentioned previously, シド is awfully versatile. Something I like. Something I don't like about them? The fact that they smoke. Like. WOW. As if its any surprise that yet another band consists of chain smokers. Nothing new I'm sure. Still, its just so very disappointing. hyde. Gackt. Mao. Sigh. Next thing Jui and Juri. I wouldn't be too surprised. I can already sort of tell that Deluhi likes their liquor from their very drunk comment recording. Smoker. Alcoholic. Add gambling and we have all the modern day vices. Sigh. Nothing too new for Gackt. The usual sounds. シド too. Mao sounds lovely. Until you spend an hour listening to him. It gets boring. Not good. I think the previous albums and singles were better. Either that or the singles that they released have sorta let the musical cat out of the bag. It doesn't have the whole new feeling anymore. Especially since I've already heard 嘘, モノクロのキス and 2℃目の彼女 way before the album was released. In fact, I think I listened the songs to death while trying to figure out the lyrics. So nothing much in this release. Sweet. Lovely. Not terribly must-buy and must-listen. As for Gackt. I have nothing much to say. Unlike 小悪魔ヘヴン, the other seems a little... If I dare say, dull. Maybe it was because the first was too cool. The rest just pales in comparison. Still, I look forward to listening his next 6 singles.
This is going to be a very busy week. Working. Driving lessons. Preparing for Cosfest. Things are speeding up, very very fast. I hope the spurt of activity is going to be sufficient to provide me with enough energy for the rest of the month. I'm getting awfully tired of pretending to be happy and hyper when I most definitely am not. Yes. I've done it again. I'm sad, tired and terribly bored. I need something exciting soon. Its not a good state of mind, and I think if I don't get out of this emotional trough soon, I might end up being down and way out for a long time to come. Sigh. Life really is a stage. Someone give me an intermission!
"So what if you hate me? I assure you, I don't like you too."
妄想日記２ by シド
I think I'm a hypocrite. I give people advice I do not follow. I tell people to forget about that jerk. I tell people to go for what they desire. I tell people to do that which they love. I tell people I love cosplay. I'm lying to myself. There. I've gone and said it.
Why do I do this to myself? Its not that I don't mean what I say. Its just that I hardly practice what I preach. I tell myself to be stronger. That it doesn't matter. Its just a bit of suffering. A bit of pain. That I will benefit much more in the long run if I just do what needs to be done now. The tear-off-the-plaster-and-only-hurt-a-bit kind of thing. Instead, what do I do? I mope around. I don't do what needs to be done. I'm pulled along. I'm so envious of others. I'm so angry at myself. Anger is a form of self-punishment. Not that it seems to be doing any good. I'm still stuck at the same psychological stage I was a while back. I hate being mediocre. I hate being a wallflower. So why am I going in this sickening direction?
I now have Gackt's Faraway, Lost Angels and Flower singles. Pawing through シド's hikari. Its nice and jazz-rockish. Like I mentioned previously, シド is awfully versatile. Something I like. Something I don't like about them? The fact that they smoke. Like. WOW. As if its any surprise that yet another band consists of chain smokers. Nothing new I'm sure. Still, its just so very disappointing. hyde. Gackt. Mao. Sigh. Next thing Jui and Juri. I wouldn't be too surprised. I can already sort of tell that Deluhi likes their liquor from their very drunk comment recording. Smoker. Alcoholic. Add gambling and we have all the modern day vices. Sigh. Nothing too new for Gackt. The usual sounds. シド too. Mao sounds lovely. Until you spend an hour listening to him. It gets boring. Not good. I think the previous albums and singles were better. Either that or the singles that they released have sorta let the musical cat out of the bag. It doesn't have the whole new feeling anymore. Especially since I've already heard 嘘, モノクロのキス and 2℃目の彼女 way before the album was released. In fact, I think I listened the songs to death while trying to figure out the lyrics. So nothing much in this release. Sweet. Lovely. Not terribly must-buy and must-listen. As for Gackt. I have nothing much to say. Unlike 小悪魔ヘヴン, the other seems a little... If I dare say, dull. Maybe it was because the first was too cool. The rest just pales in comparison. Still, I look forward to listening his next 6 singles.
This is going to be a very busy week. Working. Driving lessons. Preparing for Cosfest. Things are speeding up, very very fast. I hope the spurt of activity is going to be sufficient to provide me with enough energy for the rest of the month. I'm getting awfully tired of pretending to be happy and hyper when I most definitely am not. Yes. I've done it again. I'm sad, tired and terribly bored. I need something exciting soon. Its not a good state of mind, and I think if I don't get out of this emotional trough soon, I might end up being down and way out for a long time to come. Sigh. Life really is a stage. Someone give me an intermission!
"So what if you hate me? I assure you, I don't like you too."
Friday, 3 July 2009
Recommendation
Playlist
シド - ２℃目の彼女
I need to say this before I scream and explode. I love シド. Simply because they know how to make their fans happy. Can you believe it? Its all so beautiful! The sheer aesthetic appeal of their albums. Why the hell would you want to download online music when you can have the so very gorgeous album in your hands? I would buy the album. For the art. For their pretty faces. For them to earn some money too. If I could read Japanese proficiently and had a credit card, I will definitely order their CD from them. Straight from them as I have no intention of paying the middle man a hefty fee. I want シド to earn. Anyway. Proof is here. Their site. I adore the colour scheme. Its so nice and light. Gone are the dark days of Visual Kei. Let us all usher the spizzy and colourful new age of rock/jazz. Yes, you heard me. Its rock music with a jazz quality. Billowing in the wind much? Awesome stuff. Its fabulous how they make such amazing music. As you all can see, I am effectively gushing. The song I'm listening to ２℃目の彼女 is lovely. Very sweet with light feel. Suits the album artwork. The PV is available on Youtube here. Their new album, hikari, is out in stores now. Have yet to hear it as I cant really find anything online. Regardless, I will find some way to get my little paws on it. Language and shipping is nothing to a die hard fan girl.
Went to Kel's house a couple of days back. Her new dog, Peanut is super duper cute. A cross of a Pomeranian and Chihuahua supposedly. He's old. Think 10 human years. Really quiet. Really small. A dear. I'm a particular fan of dogs, but he grows on you. He follows you around. Not barking. Nor biting. Minimal licking. But he looks at you. Pays attention. His ears listen when we talk. Smart dog. I like my pets smart. After that, we headed to Kel's workplace. Had dinner. Some Char Siew Ramen. Except that it isnt the normal red Chinese char siew, but the Japanese sliced pork. it melted in my mouth. I'm serious. I've never understood what melt-in-your-mouth meant until that day. Bloody good meal it was. The egg was delicious. The noodles werent the cheap Maggi Mee type but real Japanese ramen. Yummy yummy yummy. Anyone wants to try? I'd gladly bring you there. Between Central and Shenton Way. Large portions too. I shared with a Jme and was stuffed. And both of us are not small eaters. Any takers? Bring ten dollars and we'll have a proper MEAL. Not junk, namely those nasty little burgers and oily fries they try to sell us. Free wheat tea to boot. The tea was so refreshing... And the service is pretty good too. Did I manage to convince anyone?
Its been a strange week. No thanks to work and SMU. Shall accumulate more university related stuff and spill it all when I have the energy to do so. So wait a bit longer dearies. Next week is going to be way more exciting. I just cannot wait.
"What does the future hold? Only time will tell... I know you love me. XOXO"
シド - ２℃目の彼女
I need to say this before I scream and explode. I love シド. Simply because they know how to make their fans happy. Can you believe it? Its all so beautiful! The sheer aesthetic appeal of their albums. Why the hell would you want to download online music when you can have the so very gorgeous album in your hands? I would buy the album. For the art. For their pretty faces. For them to earn some money too. If I could read Japanese proficiently and had a credit card, I will definitely order their CD from them. Straight from them as I have no intention of paying the middle man a hefty fee. I want シド to earn. Anyway. Proof is here. Their site. I adore the colour scheme. Its so nice and light. Gone are the dark days of Visual Kei. Let us all usher the spizzy and colourful new age of rock/jazz. Yes, you heard me. Its rock music with a jazz quality. Billowing in the wind much? Awesome stuff. Its fabulous how they make such amazing music. As you all can see, I am effectively gushing. The song I'm listening to ２℃目の彼女 is lovely. Very sweet with light feel. Suits the album artwork. The PV is available on Youtube here. Their new album, hikari, is out in stores now. Have yet to hear it as I cant really find anything online. Regardless, I will find some way to get my little paws on it. Language and shipping is nothing to a die hard fan girl.
Went to Kel's house a couple of days back. Her new dog, Peanut is super duper cute. A cross of a Pomeranian and Chihuahua supposedly. He's old. Think 10 human years. Really quiet. Really small. A dear. I'm a particular fan of dogs, but he grows on you. He follows you around. Not barking. Nor biting. Minimal licking. But he looks at you. Pays attention. His ears listen when we talk. Smart dog. I like my pets smart. After that, we headed to Kel's workplace. Had dinner. Some Char Siew Ramen. Except that it isnt the normal red Chinese char siew, but the Japanese sliced pork. it melted in my mouth. I'm serious. I've never understood what melt-in-your-mouth meant until that day. Bloody good meal it was. The egg was delicious. The noodles werent the cheap Maggi Mee type but real Japanese ramen. Yummy yummy yummy. Anyone wants to try? I'd gladly bring you there. Between Central and Shenton Way. Large portions too. I shared with a Jme and was stuffed. And both of us are not small eaters. Any takers? Bring ten dollars and we'll have a proper MEAL. Not junk, namely those nasty little burgers and oily fries they try to sell us. Free wheat tea to boot. The tea was so refreshing... And the service is pretty good too. Did I manage to convince anyone?
Its been a strange week. No thanks to work and SMU. Shall accumulate more university related stuff and spill it all when I have the energy to do so. So wait a bit longer dearies. Next week is going to be way more exciting. I just cannot wait.
"What does the future hold? Only time will tell... I know you love me. XOXO"
Tagged
Grab your phone dearies. This one is all about our significant other in our handphone pouches. Thats right. My chocolate!
What's your ring tone? Journey through the Decade by Gackt
Who's the 1st person that comes up under M? Mail Deposit
Who's the last person you called? Kel!
Who was your last missed call from? My mummy.
Who's the 1st person who comes up under C? Celine!
Who's your speed dial number 2? Did not programme speed dial. I can remember numbers dearies.
What does 3rd text in your inbox say? "Ya I know. I dunno if I want to go ): dilemna. I want to stay at tgx but my parents and brother going. Both my sis and i not going and I feel... guilty. Somehow. "
Who was your last received call from? Kaen.
What does your 5th inbox text say? "Haha.okay :):) "
How many messages are currently in your inbox? 23. New phone. Old phone had like. Over 300 plus.
What is the wallpaper? Tyki fan art.
Since buying your phone, how many messages have you sent all together? No idea. The phone doesn't track.
Who is the person who sent the 7th message from in your inbox? Kaen.
Who's the 1st person who comes up under B? Bei Xi.
How many bars of signal do you currently have? 5.
What network are you on? Starhub
Name every person you have text messages from inbox? SonyEricsson. Kaen. TR. Stel. Kel. Cherl. Dad.
What does your 20th text message in your inbox say? "This is random but the feeling you get after spamming conditioner is damn nice XD. "
Who is the first person in your contacts? Aaron.
Who is the last name in your contacts? Chen Laoshi.
What does the bottom text in your inbox say? Can I not type this out? Its sooo long! " XD ok la ok la. For you and road is ok cause the both of you look HUMAN. But jasdebi i dunno. Probably with wig and all the black makeup might look ok... cover so much of the face somemore. I scared my costume parts don't work out only. The material and method definitely different from her."
What is your screen saver? The chibi Laruku picture.
What is your balance? What balance?
Who is the last person under H? Huifang!
What is your bluetooth name? Chocolate!
How many numbers are in your phone? EH. EH. A lot.Teachers. Classmates. GP classmates. Cosplay friends. Friends from my 16 years of formal schooling. A lot.
What's the first video on your phone of? Nope. No vidoes.
Could you live without your phone? Unlikely.
What is the 3rd picture on your phone? hyde's gorgeous face. I had this amazing dream about hyde yesterday. *squeals*
For the safety and security of all involved, I shall not divulge who the messages are from. Though I think its super obvious. All whose names appear are tagged!
"You can bribe me with chocolate, ice cream and money. Yeah. Money. Makes the world go round."
What's your ring tone? Journey through the Decade by Gackt
Who's the 1st person that comes up under M? Mail Deposit
Who's the last person you called? Kel!
Who was your last missed call from? My mummy.
Who's the 1st person who comes up under C? Celine!
Who's your speed dial number 2? Did not programme speed dial. I can remember numbers dearies.
What does 3rd text in your inbox say? "Ya I know. I dunno if I want to go ): dilemna. I want to stay at tgx but my parents and brother going. Both my sis and i not going and I feel... guilty. Somehow. "
Who was your last received call from? Kaen.
What does your 5th inbox text say? "Haha.okay :):) "
How many messages are currently in your inbox? 23. New phone. Old phone had like. Over 300 plus.
What is the wallpaper? Tyki fan art.
Since buying your phone, how many messages have you sent all together? No idea. The phone doesn't track.
Who is the person who sent the 7th message from in your inbox? Kaen.
Who's the 1st person who comes up under B? Bei Xi.
How many bars of signal do you currently have? 5.
What network are you on? Starhub
Name every person you have text messages from inbox? SonyEricsson. Kaen. TR. Stel. Kel. Cherl. Dad.
What does your 20th text message in your inbox say? "This is random but the feeling you get after spamming conditioner is damn nice XD. "
Who is the first person in your contacts? Aaron.
Who is the last name in your contacts? Chen Laoshi.
What does the bottom text in your inbox say? Can I not type this out? Its sooo long! " XD ok la ok la. For you and road is ok cause the both of you look HUMAN. But jasdebi i dunno. Probably with wig and all the black makeup might look ok... cover so much of the face somemore. I scared my costume parts don't work out only. The material and method definitely different from her."
What is your screen saver? The chibi Laruku picture.
What is your balance? What balance?
Who is the last person under H? Huifang!
What is your bluetooth name? Chocolate!
How many numbers are in your phone? EH. EH. A lot.Teachers. Classmates. GP classmates. Cosplay friends. Friends from my 16 years of formal schooling. A lot.
What's the first video on your phone of? Nope. No vidoes.
Could you live without your phone? Unlikely.
What is the 3rd picture on your phone? hyde's gorgeous face. I had this amazing dream about hyde yesterday. *squeals*
For the safety and security of all involved, I shall not divulge who the messages are from. Though I think its super obvious. All whose names appear are tagged!
"You can bribe me with chocolate, ice cream and money. Yeah. Money. Makes the world go round."
Thursday, 2 July 2009
Tagged
RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.
ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: HAHA. Hardly ever. Please book me as soon as possible. Note that family, school and friends take precedence over random buggers accosting me on the street.
B - BIRTHDAY: 24 November. If you don't know this by now, I'll yell at you.
C - CRUSHING ON: Who else? :)
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Honey soursop from NUS Biz Canteen. The Honey series is nice.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Myself?
F - FAVORITE: Eating. Drinking. Sleeping. Listening to music. Cosplay. Reading. The list extends.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Bears.
H - HOMETOWN: My head.
I - IN LOVE WITH: The usual. Myself. My room. My music. My shrine. My windchime. My bed. The fridge. My shoes. EH. A lot.
J - JUGGLE: Time. I'm trying to improve.
K - KILLED BY:Lack of food and sleep.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: To Penang.
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Strawberry.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1. More than enough.
O - ONE WISH: To be happy.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Kellie. Heehee :P
R - REASON TO SMILE: Ridiculous stuff that happens.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: 夏恋 by SID
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6 Something as my dad was yelling at my bro. Inconsiderate much?
V - VEGETABLE(S): I like brocolli. And cabbage. Cucumbers. And then some leafy green things.
W - WORST HABIT: I have loads of bad habits. I think being sarcastic even when its lost on the person involved.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Dental. Chest. Don't really remember.
Y - YOYOS ARE: Stuff that belong at the bottom of my cupboard.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Cusp Scorpio/Saggitarius. But I'm technically Saggitarius.
Random Questions About You:
What color do you wear most?: Not sure
What are you listening to?: Nothing at the moment.
Are you happy with your life right now?:I guess its decent.
What is your favorite class in school?: Literature. Hands-down.
When do you start back at school/college?: 17 August.
Are you outgoing?: If I want to be.
Favorite pair of shoes?: Hush Puppies sneakers. I have two!
Where do you wish you were right now: At home. Sleeping.
Can you dance? : Definitely.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: No.
Can you whistle?: No.
Write with both hands?: Yes, and no.
Walk with your toes curled?: Yes
THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Sorta.
Do you believe in miracles?:Small ones.
Do you believe in magic?: I guess.
Love at first sight?: Not really.
Do you think there's a Satan?: Hmm. Sort of.
Do you believe in Santa?: No. No winter in Sinagpore, so it was always a silly thing to me.
Do you know how to swim?: No.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Most. Yeah.
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yes. My girlfriends. My classmates.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Usually I'm the one who initaiates. But YES. I love you CHERL :)
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Obviously.
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes.
THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: Not sure. 29 degree Celsius?
What radio station do you listen to?: International Channel for Japanese segment.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Delifrance.
What was the last thing you bought?: Honey Soursop.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: A few whos. Elina, Germaine.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Still here, my heart. If I ever had one to begin with.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yes.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: No.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Not usually.
Do certain songs make you cry?: No.
HAPPY SECTION:
Are you a happy person?: Unlikely.
What can make you happy?:I'm not saying such embarrassing things here!
Do you wish you were happier? : Often.
Can music make you happy?: Yes. Like duh.
LOVE SECTION
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Not applicable.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Not yet.
LOOK AT ME
What is your current hair color?: Black.
Current piercings?: One on each ear.
Have any tattoos?: No.
Eye color: Black.
IN GUYS:
Favorite eye color: Doesnt matter.
Short or long hair: Doesnt matter.
Height: Doesnt matter.
Best clothing: No idea.
HAVE YOU EVER.
Been to jail: No.
Mooned someone:No.
Thrown up in a store: No. So gross...
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Yes.
Gone skinny dipping: No.
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King.
Single or Group Dates: Single. I'm more possesive. And demanding. I want more attention. Got a problem with that?
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries.
Meat or Veggies: HMMMM.
TV or Movie: Movie.
Guitar or Drums?: A tie.
Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn flakes!
Cake or Pie: Cake.
Friends Tagged
You :P
ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: HAHA. Hardly ever. Please book me as soon as possible. Note that family, school and friends take precedence over random buggers accosting me on the street.
B - BIRTHDAY: 24 November. If you don't know this by now, I'll yell at you.
C - CRUSHING ON: Who else? :)
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Honey soursop from NUS Biz Canteen. The Honey series is nice.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Myself?
F - FAVORITE: Eating. Drinking. Sleeping. Listening to music. Cosplay. Reading. The list extends.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Bears.
H - HOMETOWN: My head.
I - IN LOVE WITH: The usual. Myself. My room. My music. My shrine. My windchime. My bed. The fridge. My shoes. EH. A lot.
J - JUGGLE: Time. I'm trying to improve.
K - KILLED BY:Lack of food and sleep.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: To Penang.
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Strawberry.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1. More than enough.
O - ONE WISH: To be happy.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Kellie. Heehee :P
R - REASON TO SMILE: Ridiculous stuff that happens.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: 夏恋 by SID
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6 Something as my dad was yelling at my bro. Inconsiderate much?
V - VEGETABLE(S): I like brocolli. And cabbage. Cucumbers. And then some leafy green things.
W - WORST HABIT: I have loads of bad habits. I think being sarcastic even when its lost on the person involved.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Dental. Chest. Don't really remember.
Y - YOYOS ARE: Stuff that belong at the bottom of my cupboard.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Cusp Scorpio/Saggitarius. But I'm technically Saggitarius.
Random Questions About You:
What color do you wear most?: Not sure
What are you listening to?: Nothing at the moment.
Are you happy with your life right now?:I guess its decent.
What is your favorite class in school?: Literature. Hands-down.
When do you start back at school/college?: 17 August.
Are you outgoing?: If I want to be.
Favorite pair of shoes?: Hush Puppies sneakers. I have two!
Where do you wish you were right now: At home. Sleeping.
Can you dance? : Definitely.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: No.
Can you whistle?: No.
Write with both hands?: Yes, and no.
Walk with your toes curled?: Yes
THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Sorta.
Do you believe in miracles?:Small ones.
Do you believe in magic?: I guess.
Love at first sight?: Not really.
Do you think there's a Satan?: Hmm. Sort of.
Do you believe in Santa?: No. No winter in Sinagpore, so it was always a silly thing to me.
Do you know how to swim?: No.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Most. Yeah.
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yes. My girlfriends. My classmates.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Usually I'm the one who initaiates. But YES. I love you CHERL :)
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Obviously.
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes.
THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: Not sure. 29 degree Celsius?
What radio station do you listen to?: International Channel for Japanese segment.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Delifrance.
What was the last thing you bought?: Honey Soursop.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: A few whos. Elina, Germaine.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Still here, my heart. If I ever had one to begin with.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yes.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: No.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Not usually.
Do certain songs make you cry?: No.
HAPPY SECTION:
Are you a happy person?: Unlikely.
What can make you happy?:I'm not saying such embarrassing things here!
Do you wish you were happier? : Often.
Can music make you happy?: Yes. Like duh.
LOVE SECTION
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Not applicable.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Not yet.
LOOK AT ME
What is your current hair color?: Black.
Current piercings?: One on each ear.
Have any tattoos?: No.
Eye color: Black.
IN GUYS:
Favorite eye color: Doesnt matter.
Short or long hair: Doesnt matter.
Height: Doesnt matter.
Best clothing: No idea.
HAVE YOU EVER.
Been to jail: No.
Mooned someone:No.
Thrown up in a store: No. So gross...
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Yes.
Gone skinny dipping: No.
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King.
Single or Group Dates: Single. I'm more possesive. And demanding. I want more attention. Got a problem with that?
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries.
Meat or Veggies: HMMMM.
TV or Movie: Movie.
Guitar or Drums?: A tie.
Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn flakes!
Cake or Pie: Cake.
Friends Tagged
You :P
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