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Ajisai by Vidoll

I've just spent the past morning on university applications. I assure you, it is not at all fun to keep filing in your name, date of birth, qualifications and other details time and time again. Best part? I'm just filing in it four times. I pity those scholarship applicants. Each scholarship requires a different form. On top of one for each university. I think it would drive the sanest of us all crazy from the repetitive nature. Its not like you will definitely get the place. Nor is it free. Nor is it interesting. A huge bore. A huge pain. The questions asked are boring too. The normal cliched questions. I still have one USP application to complete. Procrastinating now. As usual.

I need to upload the cruise photos. But I'm too lazy to do it properly... Sigh. If I dont do it now. I'll never do it. Sigh. Up it goes on Facebook again. I think I'll most probably only upload around ten photos. Since there was not much that I actually took. Its fun having a camera, but its also a burden when you're worried about it getting lost/stolen/dropped on the floor. Better yet, it descends into the blue abyss in the ocean. So yeah. Limited shots. Half of it is the dinner I had at Bella Vista I think.

I'm blasting Vidoll while I'm blogging. Not good. Its super hypnotic. I think I'm going to fall asleep soon. With my USP application left to fester. HAHA. Not funny. If I dont finish up the application... I think it will remain in cyberspace for a long, long time. Okie. Shall wrap it up asap.

Was watching videos of how the Visual Kei guys achieve the stage look from make-up-less. Believe me when I say you would not recognise them on the street without make-up. Its amazingly drastic. Its reassuring to note how much make-up they use so that you feel less insecure when you compare your face in the mirror with them. They have good facial structure and really tough skin and hair to withstand the stuff they do to themselves. So you would not know if the guy you bumped into on the train in Japan was Mana-san. HAHA. Not our fault. Oh yeah. Saw this. For all the uninitiated, this is not LOLITA. This is known as Princess fashion. Lolita... Is something else entirely. Less modern. More cloth. Not necessarily pink. Go research if you have to.

"The grief of a previous life, trauma and painful feelings... "