Panic

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Dolce by Matenrou Opera

Tomorrow will be the Law exam. The day after my Philo-like paper. And on Saturday will be my Tech paper. This is the 10000th time I've said this, so please stop inventing exams for me on Thursday, Friday, or even last week. I don't need anymore exams to add to my plate. I know that it is not you who is taking these exams, but would you please try and remember, at least, that its 2 days in the row, before a Saturday paper? I am sick and tired of repeating this to anyone and everyone. If you can't be bothered to rememberall the nitty gritty details, not like there are a lot of details to remember, just note that my holidays start on Sunday and bug me then with you incessant repeated questions. I'd be in a better mood to deal with idiots. SHEESH.

I was hoping that I'd be in a good mood today, but I guess the insecurity at having to face an exam where my weakest topic is likely to likely to make up the majority of the marks is very daunting. I've done no other studying than for Law these past few days, but I do not yet feel suitably enlightened. I feel the same way I did 3 weeks ago, which is a bad sign, considering how badly I've been faring in class and the Mid Terms. In short, all these lengthy sentences are equivalent to me screaming "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~!!!!!". Yeah. I indulge in long convoluted sentences that warp meanings and make my readers scream in agony at having to decipher the twisted sentence structure. HO HUM. I'm stressed, so the least you could do is to close one eye to all the convolution and bear with me. I should use less heavy sentences and will sturcture my thoughts in clear STRAIGHT LINES after my exams are over. I think...

Right now, I'm panicking about way too many things. I should calm down. The worst that could happen is that I flunk my exams?

HAHAHA? Not comforting at all...

"I'd like more time, but not like more time will make me less nervous about this..."