Comparison

You cannot fault those who are innocent, for sin does not linger on them. You cannot hate those who forget, for their memory is their salvation. You cannot hurt those who truly love, because their magnamity protects them from Hell.

Sigh. Thats pretty true. I wish I was a carefree bird, able to soar over the littered and rotten world. But I obviously can't. I was born human, mortal. No wings, no freedom. Clipped and chained to the earth, a prisoner for all eternity. Sighx. In an awfully melodramatic mood. I guess its the songs I'm listening to. I realised that JunJun's voice has this weird effect on me. As in my mood swings really extremely, especially obvious if I play Hakobune after E Kimochi. From depression to ecstasy. Just as the tracks change. Its that bad. I doubt its a good or bad thing. It just means some chemicals in my body are seriously screwed, that I'm unable to mantain a constant balance, able to wipe away all the joy in a milisecond. Sighx. Lets not dwell on unhappy things.

O_o. I received something VERY nice. Atobe's actor in the Prince Of Tennis musical. Show ya.


KYAH! Super cool! Super hot! Sighx. I doubt I would ever be able to meet anyone half as cool as him. Ever. I feel sorry for the rest of the male population, especially for those in my school. There is NO WAY they can match up. Even Photoshopped. I suppose the bar is set too high. Gold. No Honours. Had a crying marathon. The pain from the expectations, the effort. Still has Aristal 2. My first and last SYF. October. Sighx. It all ends. No matter how amazing, how beautiful... it all ends.

The pain of never loving, or of always loving... which is worse?