Explode

This is so irritating. So much homework to complete. And they all have something to do with that irritating 'R' word. Yup. Research. How the Hell are you supposed to do 'Research' if you are not allowed to use the Internet for sources, the library books can't really help, and you don't have an expert within easy access?! Sometimes, I really detest General Paper. I mean, the teacher goes all yadda yadda yadda, don't think just because you achieved an A1 for English and is a (bloody) 6-pointer means you will do well in MY subject... GP is alllll about your INNATE ability and not MUGGING aimlessly... Yeah. Whatever. If its all innate ability, then why don't you tell those of us without ability to give up so that we can spend the time on other things, such as sleeping, eating and other bodily functions. If its innate ability, then why is it compulsory? To prevent those without this instinct from going to university? Imagine having to listen to such nonsense 4 periods per week! WE KNOW! We all know A-Levels is different from O-Levels! We know failing is a very real probability! We understand and we will do our best! Sheesh! I mean, after all, if we were so 'ABLE', we won't be in NJ! There. I've gone and said it. Most of the top NJ people, are unable to compare with those from RJ and HCI.

Its (more or less) a fact. Maybe it wasn't the case in the past (I see the numerous ministers names on the scholars list everyday), but the current trend is nothing worth celebrating. I mean, there hasn't been a SINGLE President Scholar in 11 years. Quite a LONG dry spell, eh? NJ people are restrained, restricted... they are tied down with lots of unnecessary and minute details. They dare not go all out, or cannot go all out, and being late bloomers (lets give the majority a benefit of the doubt), are prevented from reaching their full potential. Imagine, the niche CCA, every year tops, with dedicated students and teachers, having to raise funding consistently. Yes, its good exposure, experience... But if the niche has to go to such measures, what about the rest? Ah. Now you stop and ponder. This school is...

Exhausted. Pissed. I hate it when people insult you for having the wrong infomation. I HATE being punished for communication breakdowns. What the hell, since when was it wrong to be inaccurate?! You see something wrong, you either correct the person, or ignore. Don't be a pain in the neck and throw a big ruckus, because this is known as the INFORMATION age. No one said that this was the ACCURATE information age. So don't grind the inaccuracies into the ground, hoping to leave a big enough crater to get onto tomorrow's newspaper. No matter how apologetic I am, (oh sorry) , was, for the inaccuracies, its all know all over once I chance upon hypocritical bastards who exaggerate the slightest things to help make themselves seem superior. Yes, sure. you know more. So? Play nice with me, and I'll share my toys; try and mess around and I'll be the bitch from Hell. Yeah. I'm not embarrased by my personality. Oh, I can be really nice, in fact I like being nice to people, apologetic, sincere, caring, understanding... but there's balance in this world, like the yin and the yang, so the nicer I can be, the meaner I can get. Don't cross me, 'cause I can be as bitchy as I want. Its something I picked up as time went by and I realised that good girls need to have poisonous claws against the bad people breeding rampantly in life. Society gave me the ability to seesaw between, and, from healer to destroyer. Not that I'm complaining. So darling, its all a matter of choice...

Awoke on the wrong side of bed... Going to sleep on the wrong side of bed.