Wake

Okay. In case anyone is unaware of the fact that my Common Test is just 8 days away, here is the announcement. Because it is. Argh. I have been slacking the ENTIRE June school holidays away. Doing what? Eating, drinking, sleeping... reading, watching Kazu-chan on Youtube... everything but serious work. I need to get my brain overhauled. I guess my body is set to revenge mode, where I just slack as vengeance with regard to the boring nature of school which I had previously been continuously exposed to. So as a coping mechanism, I have naturally started wasting away my precious studying time. The mind is completely aware of the body's determination to take the harder path, but is powerless to prevent the worst from happening. Who is the idiot who made it such that I can't properly enjoy my school vactions?! And then there's the one week Enrichment Week. I guess its to guilt you into studying again when you see the awful results you achieve. Man, life sucks. I wish I was this super smart and diligent girl. Makes life much easier. Much easier.

I now have Gather by Ao To Bin To Kan. Its mainly a joint thing by Aozu, Cap To Bin and Pull-Tab To Kan, but only a partial one. In short, by all the American Tournament inclusive of Tezuka. Realised that its the only song I have whereby both Okiayu and JunJun sings the same song. So sad, they should sing together more often. Another song I like in Fujouri by Atobe, Ootori, Mukahi and Hiyoshi, I think its the second ending song of the OVA National Tournament. Super nice. I can now pick out JunJun's voice distinctly in all the songs that I have of him singing. So the other three singers of Hyotei Eternity, thats what their called, is something like a jumble of great voices. Yup. With the greatest voice of all making me swoon. Suwabe Junichi is damn good. Talking about Atobe, I want Kazu-chan's Tokyo Diamond. And I wonder who is going to takeover Kazu-chan in Dreamlive 4.

Kazu-chan should be quite popular, I heard his fangirls clearly screaming his name during Dreamlive. Can fully understand why. Especially when he was topless in DL1. Sighx. Not in the mood to gush. Very clear-headed. The thought of school resuming is enough to make me deflate. Even Atobe can't make me feel better, only make it more bearable. One and a half more years to go. I'm sure I can make it through with my sanity intact. Although whether I'll still contain the essence of myself is up in the air and all out for grabs. School is boring. In the extreme. Sighx.

Labouring for a future I cannot see, planning for a future I cannot anticipate. Optimism is revolutionary, but the pessimists rule the world.

We fear that which we cannot see, we desire that which we cannot have... we are all puppets in the stream of time.