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リヴィングデッド by Deluhi



I am addicted to rock music. Its to the extent that I have absolutely no idea how I survived before listening to rock. Pop songs sound unreal. Like they were placed through some audio editing machine before being churned out to the masses. Think fast food. Definitely not good for health. In rock music, there is this sense of humanity. Ok. I am definitely exaggerating here, but I have no idea how to put it across in any other way. So I'll just plough through and hope I do not confuse you even more. The thing is, not ALL rock music is good. Well, at least to me. Many bands lack a certain aura. An essence that differentiates them from all other entertainers out there. There doesnt seem to be a purpose behind their music. I mean, your purpose can be to not have a purpose, but it will still be a purpose. Think Versailles and their fixation with aristocracy. Yeah, Kamidjo really needs to improve, but Versailles looks like nothing but aristocracy. Their entire concept is this higher-than-thou belief coupled with the subtle hint of vampirism. Yeah. Vampires are the new polar bears. Vampires are 'in'. Hopefully werewolves and bigfoots come next. All the supernatural creatures need their turn in the moonlight.



About my addiction, I think everyone is addicted to something. It can even be an addiction to NOT being addicted to something. There are plenty of fanatics out there I tell you. I am most unfortunate to have come across quite a few of such people recently. I remember a flyer distributing girl near Somerset Mrt. She stopped me as I was hurrying to meet Vivi. Demanded that I take a flyer. Naturally, I thought it was some advertisement for a new hair salon or something, so I smiled and wanted to walk away. Well, she pressed the flyer into my stomach and said, "This is for GOD. How can you not take it?" Believe me, I was stunned. One, how the hell would I have known what its for? Two, why should I take it just because you give it to me? Three, so what if its for your God? I dont believe in your God. Why should I? Its not that I'm Buddhist, Taoist, Muslim or a Jew. I'm a car-bumper-sticker-pasting free thinker. Its not that I WANT to be without a religion. Or that I'm DESPERATELY in love with being a free thinker. Its just something that happens. If I find a religion, so be it. If I dont, I dont. Please do not try to convert me to your religious faith. I dont care if you pray to Allah, Guanyin, God or even money. Leave me ALONE when it comes to the intimate relationship with a higher being.

I wish to flatten NUS. They took so bloody long to process my application, only to reject me. Well, they could have done it earlier to save me from much grief. People DO have feelings. They could have been nice and kind and told me I was not cut out for their programme. Save me my time. Brain power. Angst. Sheesh. I think I know where I'm going to already. If there's one thing I hate more than liars and backstabbers, its people who are convinced of their own superiority. And the place is CRAWLING with them. Infested with them. Its not like they are on the kitchen floor where you can see and kill. Oh no. Its behind the stove where three hundred of them starting their very own country. Brrrr.

"I hate cockroaches. Especially big cockroaches. They make me wanna scream and tear down my house to eradicate every single one of them. I know I'm a wee bit extreme :)"