Wrath

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I am in a bad mood. I have no idea why. My time of the month was over long ago. I am not hungry. In fact, I had a nice lunch. Subway. Oregano, Subway Club, Sweet Onion. The set thingy. I have enough sugar. I woke up at a decent time this morning. BUT I AM SO UPSET I'M BARELY ABLE TO FUNCTION NORMALLY. I really want to know why. I am just so extremely angry. Furious about something. I'm in a mood to hit and run poor old ladies crossing the road if I drove a truck. In the mood to backstab the people around me. In a mood to throw things to the floor and MAKE SURE they break. A really scary mood. Stay away from me when I say I am in a bad mood. Its my warning to you who is a friend. I may still smile at the general public, but rest assured that I harbour murderous intentions. I am not nice. Remember that.



I have had enough of fools. Lazy fools. Silly fools. Whimsical fools. Fools in general. I must be surrounded by them. They make my life tough. My journey home sucky. My work load increase. They are a huge pain. The world should be utterly rid of them. Shoot every fool you come across and get a free gift. Monetary award. Whatever. Then we keep a few in a zoo as an exhibit to the rest of the remaining human population. A lesson to be learnt. Don't be a fool. They belong in zoos. WOW. It rhymes too. I see propoganda potential. Yes. Don't ever put me into a ruling political party. I will most probably turn into Hitler number 2 if you give me political powetr. People can speculate all they want about my sexual tendencies. After all, its worth the sheer amount of power handed to you on a platter.



Went to my tailor yesterday. Was utterly thrilled when I saw my costume under construction. All that was lacking was the collar. I had my first fitting, and as I put it on, the only thought that was running through my head was that I really wanted year end to come as soon as possible. I have wanted to cosplay as Aoi since.... Last year? Or more. I've always been intrigued my how very human Aoi is. Not like Rekka and the other Hokage who are... Err. Two-dimensional is a nice word. So unbearably flat. I love how Aoi is so conflicted. How he has no idea what he truly wants, but subconciously reaches out to others. How he really wants someone to love him. Its such a simple and real desire. We all want to be loved for who we are. We are deserve to be loved for who we are...

" Nursing my fury/ I held wrath in my arms and kissed it to sleep..."