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Its been a long time since I blogged. I will say I have been busy with my studies, but its partially an excuse because I always had the time to read manga, to sleep, to read, to run... So yes, I have the time to blog, but I guess I have not been in the mood to do so? So many things that I want to say, but the problem is that whenever I say it here on my blog, I read it and realise there are so many ways to interpret everything because there is no tone. And I think by now you should have realised that I have this teeny bad habit of making things slightly more exaggerated than they really are? In a way, that is totally me (yes, I am often told I am a drama queen), but if it is here onm,y blog and someone misinterprets it... I guess that is the risk that I take by writing anything here? Kaen told me about her interpretation of a post I blogged about a year ago... And it makes me laugh when I think she thinks I knew and I was trying to apologise to her. you will read this and pretend you never read it or I will kill you because our relationship might change but remember this: I feel the same way as you do. This is all that I am going to say. Anything else will be hilarious on epic proportions.

Yes, its that day. If you did not notice, either you do not have me as a friend on FaceBook or you don't care about me at all. FaceBook makes it so easy to remember. Just log in and on your homepage, my name is there. Click on it, it leads you to my profile, and all you need to do is write that two words on my Wall. And where is the sincereity in that I wonder? You have my phone number. You have my address. You could not be bothered to call? Or sms me? I know I am guilty of that too. it is just so easy and convenient! But I wonder, one day, will these people not even matter that much for me to call and talk for 5 seconds?

Ok, no more negativity. I admit I was happy to receive the well wishes, and I always will be. I'm not ungrateful. In these trying times, even if one person was to remember, it is an achievement indeed. So what if technology helped? Thank you, for remembering me through all these times. Love you~

This will end around here because I need to go back to studying for my exam paper. Last exam of the term tomorrow. I really want to go overseas, but since I cannot, I shall make do with what I have. Yes I love travelling, because I like the excitement of seeing new things and the randomness and unexpected nature of things. Sure, there are dangers aplenty, but does that stop the experience? Singapore is far too sterile for the development of a well rounded and street smart individual. I need the thrill of knowing that something may go haywire at any moment, the thrill of knowing you made it fine from blundering around. The knowledge that you get with experience. Stories from others can only do so much after all. Anyone wants to travel with me to Hong Kong or Taiwan? Or do you have a place to recommend for good food and fun? I like shopping too~

If only I could go to Japan. Sigh. One day I will get there. In the meantime, let us all work hard together. Nothing like the present~ Will blog more after today.

"Happy birthday~"