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星の無い夜に by Deluhi

I really like this song. While Deluhi is a rock band, this song is so achingly sweet that I want to cry. There's this sense of pain and love that permeates every pore. I have no idea how Juri can sound so sad and lovely... And Leda's usually aggressive guitar is this pulsating presence that reinforces the sweet sweet lyrics that Juri is singing. I'd totally watch the PV if they ever release one.

I wanted to blog about how tired I was... But after listening to this song... I think I shall refrain from doing that. After all, it is kind of pointless. Everyone knows that I am exhausted. Everyone is having a hard time. So I decided to blog about something more positive. We all need hope in times of troubles.

I want to thank Vivien. She's such a dear. I'm not sure if Hejin still reads my blog, but I can't say why we went out and did what we did today. HAHA. Hejin, you'll find out soon enough! Anyway. I had some heart to heart with Vivien. She's an awesome listener. I guess I'll never be as good a listener as her. HAHA. But its ok. Its just one of those things in life that draw people together. Anyway. Had Sakae Sushi with her... And we walked around a bit. I guess it was just enjoying each other's company. She took the same bus as me home. I fell asleep on her shoulder! I can't believe it! I just wanted to rest a bit, lack of sleep due to the institution in town, and I fell asleep! I'd never done anything like that before! I think Viv's shoulder was awfully sore after that... I apologise, but I had a great rest! Thanks Viv!

Collected my Litchi costume. Urgh. I wasn't thinking clearly when I tailored it. The material is really thin. It is a wee bit revealing. The top. The skirt. And my entire costume is held together by 3 pieces of velcro. HAHA. Kaen, SD, Winter, can you keep me safe during AFA? Please? HAHA. I'd love to have Renge, Kurei and Raiha protecting me. So what if its a different series? I promise to be good. I'd try not to jump Kurei. I'd try not to glomp Raiha. And I'd try not to tease Renge. I don't know how I'm going to cope... If any of the 3 pieces of velcro gives way... I'd ask Kurei or Renge for their top? Since they are likely to be wearing other stuff underneath? Oh boy. Imagine. Wearing Kurei's cloak... Ok. Excuse me while I scream in ecstasy and let my imagination run wild.

I passed my Statistics mid terms! Heehee. Kinda happy, since I was sure I would fail, and badly at that. Its only a C+ grade, but hey. A pass is a pass. Beggars can't be choosy no? Sigh. There's still the Statistics project... I hope we don't screw up too badly. Ok. I shan't be so negative. Ought to trust in my team more. Hey team! Give me a reason to trust you ok? This is hilarious. Simply because no one from my Statistic class reads my blog! I think.

JLPT4 will be held in SMU! I was so surprised. I was moaning about how I had to wake up at an unearthly hour to travel an unearthly distance... So I was pleasantly surprised when i saw the letter. Awesome. Its SOE, and I'd have no problems with attending an exam at 10am in the morning. Familiar location plus decent timing. I love JCS! I should pass. I want to pass. Shall begin studying soon. Now I'm just mucking about. Disappointing, but it is the truth.

Ok, I shall start on my work...

"Obstructive words -- because when the voices cut in, they become an endless barrage of thorns."