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Calling by FLOW
I think I'm going to work myself into a lil corner and later suffer from depression when I can't get out of the hole that I dug myself into. Stupid, but I think I have a tendency to do such nonsensical stuff to myself. For all that I claim to be, I think there are times when I wonder if I'm actually really stupid for doing such silly things to make my life more difficult than it already is... Things like joining a CCA that gives me bruises that number in tens. Things like signing up to do stupid things that will increase the number of injuries on my poor fingers. Things like making promises to irritating people because you have no alternative but to work with them URGH. Growing up stinks.
On to better things... My playlist is now by FLOW. Japanese band. More of a pop/rock sound. Some of their songs are pretty good, but others are just plain boring. The good thing is that I like the type of voice that the main vocalist has. Bad thing is that it doesn't really work well other than as background music. Oh well. You can't have a great playlist every day, the same way you can't have wonderful weather every day. I think I have pretty decent songs? I'd rate my music library an 8 out of 10. Not super awesome, as there are times when I skip 10 songs in a row when the music does not seem to fit my mood. More often than not, however, I think I enjoy my music. So yes, 8 out of 10. Not bad for someone who has pretty extreme internal mood swings (Its called internal for a reason, you can't tell, only my Tofu knows as I skip song after song and scroll up and down and down and up to search for that ONE song.) and needs music that matches. Life. HAHA.
Anyway, my brother moved out of the bedroom and hyde and Laraku and SID moved in! HAHA. I immediately enshrined them on the glass of my cupboard and sliding door. AWESOME MAX! HAHA. There's now a lot of space in the middle of the room with one bed gone. Kinda strange to be in the room alone after almost 2 years (?) with my brother. I think he's at the age where he needs more space. I think he's more conscious of the fact that I'm a girl than I am of the fact that he is a guy? To me, my brother will always be my Smacky. So it doesn't really make a difference to me. But yes. There is now SPACE. A lot of space, that I have no idea where to put my stuff. I want to maintain the neatness of my room. Everytime I move the cupboard, I throw away stuff that I've not touched since the previous time I packed. This time round? 2 bags of rubbish. People who know me well should know how anal I can be. Everything needs to be neat and tidy and IN LINE. I will scream and chop the person who messes up my area. Drip water on my floor? Put random objects on my cupboard or bed? Leave things on my floor? Clothes in a pile? I WILL HOLLER AT YOU. ANYWAY. My cupboard is now nice and empty, and the room is HUGE. I like~ Cleanliness and neatness is next to godliness.
The most irritating thing is that there's the GSS now. But I'm stuck with CIP and prop making and CCA for the next 2 weeks at least. I feel so deprived. I want to break the monotony of what I'm doing. Its like this: wake up, breakfast, go for CIP/ prop making, go for CCA, go home. BORING. I need new clothes for the new term. I need to clear out my cupboard. I need to repaint my room. OMG. So dead. So many things to do and so little time. I need to get a change in environment. Things are making me feel stifled and depressed. I shall be more positive!
"Please answer this call..."
On to better things... My playlist is now by FLOW. Japanese band. More of a pop/rock sound. Some of their songs are pretty good, but others are just plain boring. The good thing is that I like the type of voice that the main vocalist has. Bad thing is that it doesn't really work well other than as background music. Oh well. You can't have a great playlist every day, the same way you can't have wonderful weather every day. I think I have pretty decent songs? I'd rate my music library an 8 out of 10. Not super awesome, as there are times when I skip 10 songs in a row when the music does not seem to fit my mood. More often than not, however, I think I enjoy my music. So yes, 8 out of 10. Not bad for someone who has pretty extreme internal mood swings (Its called internal for a reason, you can't tell, only my Tofu knows as I skip song after song and scroll up and down and down and up to search for that ONE song.) and needs music that matches. Life. HAHA.
Anyway, my brother moved out of the bedroom and hyde and Laraku and SID moved in! HAHA. I immediately enshrined them on the glass of my cupboard and sliding door. AWESOME MAX! HAHA. There's now a lot of space in the middle of the room with one bed gone. Kinda strange to be in the room alone after almost 2 years (?) with my brother. I think he's at the age where he needs more space. I think he's more conscious of the fact that I'm a girl than I am of the fact that he is a guy? To me, my brother will always be my Smacky. So it doesn't really make a difference to me. But yes. There is now SPACE. A lot of space, that I have no idea where to put my stuff. I want to maintain the neatness of my room. Everytime I move the cupboard, I throw away stuff that I've not touched since the previous time I packed. This time round? 2 bags of rubbish. People who know me well should know how anal I can be. Everything needs to be neat and tidy and IN LINE. I will scream and chop the person who messes up my area. Drip water on my floor? Put random objects on my cupboard or bed? Leave things on my floor? Clothes in a pile? I WILL HOLLER AT YOU. ANYWAY. My cupboard is now nice and empty, and the room is HUGE. I like~ Cleanliness and neatness is next to godliness.
The most irritating thing is that there's the GSS now. But I'm stuck with CIP and prop making and CCA for the next 2 weeks at least. I feel so deprived. I want to break the monotony of what I'm doing. Its like this: wake up, breakfast, go for CIP/ prop making, go for CCA, go home. BORING. I need new clothes for the new term. I need to clear out my cupboard. I need to repaint my room. OMG. So dead. So many things to do and so little time. I need to get a change in environment. Things are making me feel stifled and depressed. I shall be more positive!
"Please answer this call..."
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