Anger

Music Request



SILENCE



I've had it with people who act as if they are all nice and understanding, only to throw cold water on you later on when they are sick and tired of maintaining that front. Honestly, I seriously don't care about what you think you are like. I don't care if you have killed numerous babies and stewed them for dinner. I don't care if you hate ALL my friends. I don't care if you are a habitual liar. If I like you, I like you. JUST DON'T BACK STAB ME! I respect all my friends to the best of my abilities, and I often can forgive anything. Ask any of those who have been my friends for long. I'm not an easy person to get along with, but if you put in the effort, I'm a friend like no other. The only thing I am utterly against are backstabbers. Don't sabotage what I'm trying to achieve. Don't consciously try to hurt the people I love and respect. Don't try to take people I like away from me. Don't you DARE tell me to buzz off when I go to you for help and advice when you previously told me that I can find you when I'm in need. Tell me when you've had enough of me. I'll definitely leave if you tell me you don't want me around. Be subtle, or point blank, it doesn't matter. At least have the social respect for me as a member of society even if you can't bring yourself to respect me as an individual. I promise, I'll never talk to you again. I'll never text message, email, call, write letters... Nothing. Even if you're in the same room, I'll tell anything I need to inform you through someone. I won't shirk social responsibility. If I hate you, if I truly hate you, I'll make sure you go down. And never knew why you went down in the first place. Just because I look like a cute dolly doesn't mean I am one. Just because I'm often smiling doesn't mean I'm happy. I nod to show I hear what you say, it doesn't necessarily mean I agree with you. Yeah. I know. I have been told I'm an aggressive bitch, but so? I have enough of people who want a yard when I give an inch.



Horror. There's a Prince of Tennis drama. In Chinese. With the cast looking like they are 20 years old plus men trying to behave like middle-school kids. Haha. Its here. Hilarious, insulting and silly all rolled into one. Most of the characters are completely OOC. I mean, since when does the Hyotei regular team run onto the court after a win? When does Atobe-sama hop around on the court? Puh-lease. Atobe-sama would snap his fingers after tossing his head, to the deafening cheers of 'Katsu no wa Hyotei!'. Thats the Hyotei style. Not rush at each other like morons - arms all outstretched when running in a half crouch. Thats ok for sumo wrestlers when they are trying to balance and intimidate, not my darling Hyotei team! Wait, sumo-wrestlers don't even run in that position!



Finished watching both Nana movies. Boring. Althouh Yuna Ito, as Reira, has a wonderful voice. So sad that they cut out the relationship between Shin-kun and Reira. I suppose they wanted to keep it PG and not hurt the delicate sensibilities of the Japanese public. I mean, its ok to get involved with prostitues(?!) but not ok to publicly announce it. Yeah. Strange society. Anything is ok as long as its not public... Well. Too bad I'm not Japanese. Here's to making public I like JunJou Romantica. Yeah. Its yaoi. Sex between two men. Gay love relatioships. I'm cosplaying the guy in black at the end of the year for a photoshoot. Nowaki. Yup. Will upload the photos when its out. Yup. Got a problem with that?





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