Crystallise

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Crystallise by Suwabe Junichi

I like Crystallise. Its a little sad. Melancholic. Soothing. Perfect for putting tired me to sleep on the bus. Yes. I do sleep on the bus. I am well aware that it is not as safe as sleeping at home. Obviously. Still, I'm tired. Too tired to care. And I'm only napping. I have never missed my stop. Ever. Like I said, only napping. Why do I even nap in the first place? Well, some people wake up at 3 AM in the morning and just cannot go back to sleep. For the life of me, I have absolutely no idea why. I am more than tired. I'm exhausted. After work, Japanese class, worrying about SAT and A Level results, arranging dates with my tailor and studying for my driving Advanced Theory Test on transport... I should sleep until dawn. I should. We should live happily after. We usually don't. Maybe its due to the mosquito bites. Maybe my body clock is screwed. I don't know for sure. In any case, it has put me into a seriously bad mood. Don't say I did not warn you. This gal needs sleep to smile.

I miss MBA. I miss Celine. And Jason. And Richard. And Edwin. And Angelyn. And April's infrequent visits. I miss SDU too. And the Finance people. The whole office is quirky. Falling bits of black stuff from the air-con. The printing machine that can never seem to print documents straight. Surrounded by a sea of green paper. Everything had its own character. It was amazing. Cosy. And fun:) I miss lunch with the team. I am not a solo lunch kind of person. The last time I had lunch on my own was in secondary school. And yesterday. It was awful. I never want to repeat the experience, but... Yeah. Solo lunch will be status quo from now on. All because of some idiot. DAMN YOU. Its my fault. I gave in. Sigh.

Went out with both the JunJou Team and DGray Team. It was. Well. Uneventful to say the least. For JunJou, we brainstormed a bit. Talked a bit. Crapped a lot. Yeah. There was laughter all around, but it was at a rather superficial level. And there was the imposing presence of dissent. I won't go into details, as there are now FAR too many related people reading my blog... I just want to say I like everyone who went. And that I would love to work with everyone again. Like I said, if you want me, I'd gladly stay. Oh! The highlight was the food. NOT Macs! Marvelous Cream! The super high class ice cream shop at the link between SUNTEC and Raffles Place. Heavenly. Sinful. I had the ready made flavour. Not familiar enough to experiment. It was delicious. The Japanese sure know how to package their wares. After all, its ice cream. Did not originate in Japan. As we all know. Yet, I had much rather have Marvelous Cream than Ben &Jerry's. Maybe I just don't like cows. Or maybe I enjoyed the experience at Marvelous Cream much more than B&J. The name is apt. It was marvelous. Lacking in originality, but what the heck.

Dgray was. Urgh. One word. One sound rather. It was the arcade. And bowling. The usual. Like every other outing. The fun part was having dinner with Tsukihami, Rinya (yes, thanks for poking me) and Karei. We talked. And ate. Rather, Karei and Tsukihami ate while Rinya and I had a drink each. I was not that hungry enough to spend MORE money after the $26 that was extorted from me at Sakura International in town. I will never have a single meal there ever again. I assure you, I had much rather go Lei Garden, conveniently located upstairs, than Sakura again. It might even be cheaper. And there would be service. Having twenty people, the team, move from locale to locale was... Interesting. Like watching Bya, Kai and whoever there was to herd the whole bunch of us. Honestly, I have the sheepdog instinct instead of the sheep instinct. Though on Sunday, I just could not be bothered. Leftover displeasure from yesterday night resulted in an uncooperative team member. Not that anyone really noticed as I'm often more cooperative than most in their most cooperative state even when I'm being uncooperative. Raise your hand, those of you who had to read my previous sentence twice to understand. Haha. I love languages. The ability to utterly confuse and clarify. All of it depends on a few squiggles.

I shall adjourn to call returning babies...

"The wavering colors float in front of my eyes and disappear... Even if I close my eyes right now, I can't go back there again..."