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Dune by L'Arc-en~Ciel

I know this may seem preposterous to some of you. I mean, what's a young 'un like me doing, giving out advice to people. I'm not OLD enough to be THE voice of experience and maturity. So they say. I'm not sure if this helps, but I'm going to make my view known. Read if you want to. Believe me if you think it is relevant. Ignore me if you think it isn't. I just have no desire to see my friends eat themselves up. At least I would have known I tried. Nothing I can do to force others to take my advice. Still, before you brush me off, hear me. Judge on your own.

It is OK to fail. To be lonely. To be afraid. To want to run away. Its fine to question yourself. To make mistakes. To regret what you did. Or did not do. Go ahead. Mope. You earned it. Cry. You need it. Complain. You are entitled to it. I'm your friend. Your senior. Or junior. I'll be there if you need me. Give me a call. Sms. Write a letter. An email. Anything. JUST TELL ME. I cannot be there if there is no location. I cannot save you if you refuse me. I am not God. I cannot work miracles. All I can do is give you a respite. I can accompany you. I can entertain you. Ask and you will receive. I give you my all.

Flaming is stupid. It reeks of immaturity. Stems from jealousy. Stop denying it. There are things about the person you flame that you admire. It just so happens that there are other qualities that you do not like in that package. I am not one to join in the fun. Flaming should be left to people who operate military flamethrowers, and my darling 紅麗, NOT normal everyday people. YES. You are a NORMAL PERSON. I don't care if you are a scholar, cosplayer, dancer, rocket scientist, web designer or compulsive gambler. You need food, water and sleep. So you are NORMAL. To those who tell me they do not need sleep, my response is this. Can you function WELL without sleep? Play basketball. Do Math. Draw. Listen to music... Can you do these without sleep for a month? The answer is NO. You can function with little sleep. NOT NO SLEEP. Criteria for normality fulfilled. So stop being a fool. You can comment. Do it conducively. Thats the key word. Conducive. Those who do not shall be banished to Hell by order of ME.

Another thing. If you have like someone, tell them! Or bear it in silence. All's fair in love and war, so if you don't stake your claim, stop behaving like a spoilt brat when some other guy/girl goes out with them. Its first-come-first-served. No such thing as "I-was-eye-candying-him-since-last-year." Pfft! Too bad, its this year NOW. Make a move, or join the hundred other or so other girls who are eye-candying him too. Some may think I'm exceedingly forward. So? At least I get a response. If he doesn't like me, at least now I know. Instead of torturing my friends with woeful tales when I see him with another girl on Facebook, Friendster or in the streets. For those who want to wait for the other party to make the first move, pity our ears and reduce your moaning and wailing. No one has died. Yet. I'd much rather listen to Gackt, thank you very much. So guys out there, please, PLEASE hurry up. Pity our ears yeah? I'm sorry, but society still encourages men to make the first move.

Finally. Off my shoulders. Kaen, have you signed up for Japanese????

"The words for this feeling... Can't be found out... can't be discovered... I can't say anything but...I want to... gaze at you like this... Forever..."