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A Drop Of Colour by Hyde


I didn't have the time to type it all out yesterday. So many things happened. Mostly good, fortunately.


Started with cleaning the house, as per usual. Was reprimanded for sloppy work, as usual, and I left in a pretty bad mood. Missed the bus to Yishun, and I was pretty sullen by the time I reached. Which was the duration of my displeasure. How upset can I be, when I see the very people who have been with me, through thick and thin in dance for the past 2 years? Its just not possible. The moment we met each other, we were laughing and talking faster than any bird could chatter. I'm serious. We were exchanging connections to help others find work, swapping tips for SAT, joking about school, exchanging Christmas presents, discussing driving schools... Lots of things to catch up on. Its amazing how we can still connect despite the time spent apart.


From Yanyan, I've come to realise what a negative influence my clique was on the CCA. After we left, they implemented physical training, full day dance sessions... Stuff we never had. I guess its partially because a third of the members would have started to actively skip dance lessons, not like some of us were not already, and also because our president was lazy. Not sure which has a greater influence, but I think it was the cumulative effect that resulted in a rather minimal CCA involvement.



We had lunch... Went to Popular bookstore to get some stuff.... Walked around a bit... Yanyan bought a pair of shoes... Snapped some photos... We went to play billards... My first time, and since we were all lousy, we altered the rules to suit our very limited capability... And I left after we had attempted a few arcade games. The general atmosphere was relaxed. No real complaints from anyone, not surprising, seeing how we are all in the waiting phase. Its interesting to see the various things each of us is engaged in. Without the pervasive sense that time is running out, we all seem happer. Obviously.



I went to Kaen's house after that for SRF's birthday celebration. We played Don't Forget the Lyrics, the anime version, as well as with Wii. Believe me when I say there are people out there who can remember every single word of every anime song that was played. Bya. Crazy I tell you. Kaen too. I mean, I know she can remember all the songs that she likes... But still. Thats why I think she's kidding herself when she tells me she has poor memory and cannot remember her notes. Its no longer a matter of memory, but of willingness. Oh well.



The previous post? Kaen gave me a SID poster, a Laruku clothe banner, a hyde poster, 3 Laruku posters, and a Laruku keychain. Why will I not be so overcome with happiness that I shriek at the top of my voice and start crying? Totally acceptable behavior. Its just that I did not expect her to get me anything from Japan. She did tell me that she could not find any of the things on my shopping list, but she did not tell me she got other stuff! I think she was stunned by my rewaction. A bit extreme I admit. But you must realise, all feelings are more intense when you are suffering from post-rejection depression. The little things that make people happy seem like MAJOR incidents...

After that, I was in an excellent mood. Was quite tired when I reached her house, but all the lactic acid dissipated immediately after that. Haha. I'm not surprised. I had intended to stay over, but the thought of going to bed without a bath and brushing my teeth, coupled with the prospect of upset parents sent me home. I don't know why I bothered, because they were upset anyway. I suppose its because I did not clean up everything before high-tailing out of the house. Yeah. Whatever.

Anyhow, my room now looks like a Laruku shrine now...

"Light my Laruku fire..."