Shrine

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Drink It Down by L'arc-en~Ciel

My room looks like a Laruku shrine. I think if any of the Laruku guys stepped into my room, they are likely to run out screaming at the top of their voice. Haha. When I described my room to a friend and showed her photos of my new decor, she shook her head and looked at me pitifully. The look said 'Lost Cause'. Still, as a nice and considerate member of society, all she did was to ask me how I sleep with a minimum of 13 pairs of eyes staring at me. I think sleeping isn't the problem. I've been so exhausted recently that I fall asleep the moment my head hits the pillow. Not sure why. Anyhow, I have no problems with sleep. I mean, I actually have wind chime! Rather, its changing. It is extremely disconcerting to change with the said 13 pairs of eyes staring at you. Firstly, and most obviously, they are ALL MALE. Secondly, and also kinda obviously, I look nothing like a model. Thirdly, its LARUKU for goodness's sake! And SID. So yeah. I took down two Laruku posters and the SID poster. So now its only 5 pairs of eyes. I could not bring myself to take down the enormous hyde poster. Sacrilegious!


My brother gave me an excellent idea. He proposed that I take my favourite Laruku picture and turn it into a bedsheet set. So I'll have a Laruku pillowcase, bolster case, bed spread, blanket... Then to match my room decor, he suggested that I paint or whitewash blown up Laruku posters on my wall, get some life-size standees of the band and set up an altar with new incense burnt everyday. I honestly have no intention to convert my room into an shrine. The main reason that all the stuff costs money, which I sorely lack at this juncture. Also, I am not yet so crazy about the band that i'd go to such an extent. After all, the whole bunch of them are old enough to be my father. Just because I admire their musical genius does not mean I have to worship them. Yeech! Although hyde does look increasingly yummy as he gets older... I have said this once, and I'll say it again, men need maturity to be attractive, women need youth. Its a super unfair world...


Going to sign up for Basic theory test for driving later. I'll most probably sign up for the YMCA ballet lesson too. And Japanese at Kovan. These will obviously be at a later date. There is, after all, a limit to the number of hours in a day. Oh. I need to study for SAT too. I'm totally behind my schedule for my SAT. Goodness. I need a minimum of about 2230... Ok. I'll do it later this evening. No more procrastinating.

"Confusion rules this shifting age...And uproar fills the town... My thoughts of you are drowning in the noise... How could you know?... Why should you know me?"