EOY

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They are back! Both Kaen and Vivi! Missed them so much! You only realise what a person means to you when you cannot contact them. I'm not saying that all the other people I know do not matter. Its just that its more obvious when there's silence. Like hurling a message in a bottle into the ocean. This does not apply to Duck. Regardless of whether she's around or not, she just keeps forgetting to reply my sms and calls. So yeah. I feel really lucky when I get a message. Pathetic eh?

EOY was another, similarly pathetic event. Air-conditioning was hardly working. Place was virtually empty. Loads of Cardcaptor. Ten? The theme was retro, but still... Most of the better cosplayers were absent. Heard that there was a major wig problem on SGCafe. Apparently, a reputable supplier ,essed things up. Made the person starting the thread and those who were in the batch furious. I would be too. All the effort all down the drain because the supplier could not deliver. Oh well. Hope such stuff does not repeat itself. Unlikely. Rather, I think I shall hope that such a thing does not occur to me.

EOY was so boring that I really have nothing much to say. So I shall not discuss it. Waste of time and effort. Hmm. But about Ayu... Sigh. I pity her. I know, its rude, but thats the most a semi-emotionless person like me can do. I want to help her, because I want it all to be an extension of my self. Selfish right? Stil... I wish I could feel the same way she feels. Not quite possible. If I was not so plain, I think I might go into the entertainment industry. I have no problems playing the various societal roles even in life, so acting is no problem. Puppet. No wonder I am so fascinated with modernism. Reflects the inner state of mind. After all, Oscar Wilde did say that the audience sees his inner self in art. Not what the artist may be trying to express, but the self. So as prideful and hedonistic human beings... We see ourself in whatever we think is beautiful. Deep. As Australia. Inside joke!

Enough.

I love VIDOLL!!!!

"It must be genetic!"